Thebeautyindeath

All my words are about her... It's almost a year I have to move on. Not with her, not in my state. She's too precious to be with me.

Thebeautyindeath

Idk if this is my karma pero lagi na akong talo HAJSHSJSJSMAJ Sa mga ex crushes ko :/ I mean I love being in my time alone pero Ig I'm not used to being single for such a long time... I miss showing my affection to someone T-T But i don't want to since I might hurt them... Especially with my commitment issues augh

Thebeautyindeath

More at peace than I've ever been in my entire life. 
          As suicidal as I am now, I'm thankful to find comfort in the thought of dying early than my given time. I'm happy this way, I do not need anyone's comfort because I'm truly happy to feel the void that I so carelessly ignored. I'm truly happy to finally accept the fact I want to die soon, after everything is right. After everything I'm working on is done. After I've settled everything with my friends. After they can handle their lives on their own.

Thebeautyindeath

I want to be a doctor so that I can...
          Treat your scars with utmost care and gentleness
          Give you the proper treatment that you deserve to have
          Love you just like how a medical student studies obsessively 
          Through books and lectures 
          I will learn how to serve you the way you want someone else to.