littleAraya

Hello followers, things have not been good. In order to focus on my mental health im pulling Jessica's secret. Every time i want to write my mental health takes a toll and now things have taken a huge drop. Im not in a position to continue writing and i feel like this is a recurring cycle, so im stepping away.
           Good bye. 
          
          
          Thanks to all who read and liked my story.

Hello readers
          
          I know i haven't updated in a while ive been dealing with my depression, its a real rollercoaster. Hopefully ill at least finish Jessica's secret before it hits again.

Dear my lovely babies,
          
          Just wanted to say im still here and i love the attention Jessica's secret has been getting. I know its been awhile since ive updated but ive been trying to get my life in order. My girlfriend and i have been trying to move in together but our plans fell through and were trying a new one. I will update as soon as i can. Thank you all for your support. Love you babies.

F my life. Im finally in a good mood to write and i lost all of my books. Ive been looking all morning and still haven't found my flashdrive

 so i was going to try and edit the next chapter of Jessica's secret but i cant find my flashdrive its saved on. Change of plans, i need to clean my room to find it (fingers crossed i do) 

Hello followers,
          
          I'm sorry I haven't posted. Tbh I've lost motivation. The issues with my mental health is one cause of it. the other is I have a lot of thing I want to do. 
          
          1 book author
          2 artist
          3 youtuber 
          
           some even conflict with each other. I love in two worlds and I can't have them crash into each other.
          
          4 abdl content creator 
          5 abdl furniture maker.
          
          I just dont have time to do everything especially with all of the distractions I have in my life. 
          
          
          

Hello readers, I'm sorry that a keep saying I'll post then not. I get into these phases where I'll be happy then it just drops and everything sucks.
          
           I try to write when I'm happy but the anxiety comes and I look for every excuse to not. I do love writing and hearing that I have people who enjoy it. I'm just a protectionist and  I tend to edit one chapter alot.
          
          Since my last updated I did type out half a chapter that I had previously written, but seasonal depression is hitting me hard and I dont know why. Things are going well at work and I'm on new hormones that have helped alot but I'm just so sluggish. 
          
          With all of this going on a lot of games came out. Minecraft: caves and cliffs, pokemon BDSP and pokemon legends. I've also made amazing friends at work who got me into destiny 2. 
          
          I'm am doing alot better and I will try to post more and please, please let me know what you think. Even if it's just one word, it will help motivate me.

Hello readers. I'm sorry I've been gone for a few months. My mental health took a turn as life events happened. But I am in a better place and will start writing again.

Life update: things are going well im having to work extra to pay people back for helping me move but my stress and depression have gone down i am writing again. Ive also posted on my tumblr last weekend if you follow me there.

Good news, i just got an apartment of my own. When i get things moved and settled ill start posting again.