Thecatleader

Well it may be time to delete my fic copies on here due to shitty guidelines that are extreme censorship in disguise but as always I'm on AO3 and have more fics on there actually mostly because I didn't want to deal with the censorship already on here but now people are saying it's worse (I didn't even bother to read it tbh). That being said I will be starting to delete everything in a few minutes so get ready to have everything on here disappear.

Thecatleader

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Also if anyone stupid is wondering why I'm just deleting everything right away it's because I don't trust myself to censor in a way that other people expect because I'm all too aware of how a world actually works which is literally everything can happen your values don't fucking matter. I end up writing things I hate the concept of but I still write them because I'm aware they can happen and I'm not a person who buries their head in the sand.
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Thecatleader

There is no plus to this no more double posting for me yay.
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Thecatleader

Well it may be time to delete my fic copies on here due to shitty guidelines that are extreme censorship in disguise but as always I'm on AO3 and have more fics on there actually mostly because I didn't want to deal with the censorship already on here but now people are saying it's worse (I didn't even bother to read it tbh). That being said I will be starting to delete everything in a few minutes so get ready to have everything on here disappear.

Thecatleader

this message may be offensive 
Also if anyone stupid is wondering why I'm just deleting everything right away it's because I don't trust myself to censor in a way that other people expect because I'm all too aware of how a world actually works which is literally everything can happen your values don't fucking matter. I end up writing things I hate the concept of but I still write them because I'm aware they can happen and I'm not a person who buries their head in the sand.
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Thecatleader

There is no plus to this no more double posting for me yay.
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Thecatleader

*blinks rapidly at the last date I updated something* I know I have trouble completing anything but it's still hard to see how long it's been I have been working on fics just not anything that I can update unless you want to see a chapter with absolutely no context because it's after events I've barely written. So lol I'm alive just slow.

Thecatleader

Pros to the kind of Depression I have that takes away your emotions: What are negative emotions? Other than Anger.
          Cons: What are positive emotions? Other than a more neutral contentment.
          I'm pretty sure all I feel most of the time is contentment at the way my day usually goes and pure unadulterated rage at every injustice of the world and nothing in between. Part of why it's hard for me to write is that I don't feel much doing it other than a short burst of motivation occasionally otherwise it feels like every other moment that I'm not raging.

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@Thecatleader speaking of this *looks at a specific fic involving emotions* how do I expect to write this properly having no idea how they actually feel...
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