Thecreepytellerman

Happy new year everyone! Welcome to 2026

Thecreepytellerman

Hey guys merry late Christmas of 2025, im sorry if I hadn't said so from the day before, ive been dealing with stress and my head is in a disorder number of paths since my dogs death. Like one minute I feel happy and then next I feel sad like ive just cant bring myself to bring joy. 
          
          
          My Christmas was alright, aside from the only gift I got was a large screen computer monitor thats as big as a small screen TV with a width arc. I had to cleans the vents of the house and cook dinner. It wasnt much but other than that its my first Christmas without my dog, mr B. 
          
          I miss him, even now despite how I say im fine I cant really tell. Yet.....im not sure what I should do or even write. In the end, I feel conflicted on what to think about or do in my spare time other than gaming and going on discord.

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Thecreepytellerman

Hey guys........
          
          Last night....Mr B, my dog passed away......the last three weeks ago hes been clinging onto me and licking my legs constantly and doing fine on small walks. And would frequently sleep with me when im on the floor of my bedroom.
          
          However overtime he started to get weaker and weaker until he started to go outside and lay in the grass. The day as if he was going fine, I took him to the vet and they said his heart is normal. But after returning home he started to get sleepy and tired and he was starting to breath abnormal and cry
          
          And eventually he had a stroke when he looked like he was vomiting and....he died in my bedroom without me realizing what was wrong.
          
          In his final moments he died in my arms.
          
          He's gone and right now there's no turning back on what has happened.....So.....im sorry if this is sudden but thats what happened. I feel so guilty for not knowing sooner and to me since he had cushions disease, I feel like a murderer......I miss him. Hes buried in my backyard now and I struggle to know of his condtions. 
          
          RIP Mr B
           2011-2025

Thecreepytellerman

How was everyone's Thanksgiving! 
          
          I hope everyone had a great time through and now. Its not much to give but the food, your family and friends, be thankful for what you have. 
          
          
          How was your Thanksgiving and what did you guys eat? 
          
          
          I had steak and ham and it was a really good combination with varies other toppings such as yams, cranberry sauce, broccoli with cheese and baked potatoes