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damn i really wanna start writing again but there are multiple problems those being:
1) i have absolutly no fucking insperation for anything right now
2) from the 3 exams i have made i have probably only passed 1 of them and not with a great score so that's wonderfull
3) the whole Jenna obsession is starting to make me feel real fucking lonely AND THE FACT THAT SPOTIFY KEEPS GIVING ME DEPRESSING ASS SONGS ISN'T HELPING, FBI AGENT IF U ARE READING THIS GO FUCK YOURSELF.
4) motivation to do anything related to school or sum productive is at an absolute low the only thing i feel capable of at the moment is laying down in my bed and hoping to fall asleep and dream about sum better then reality.
But hey i'm a man in 2023 so nobody gives a single shit so i'll wake up everyday with the same old fake ass smile and who will know? Absolutly fucking nobody.