Typing this here because I know no one will see and I feel like saying this somewhere. A specific friend keeps showing up in my dreams. He seems closer to me in some of these like hanging out at each other's places or rooms. Some other friends are showing up in these dreams, but for some reason he's the main one. I'm always hanging out with him in these. It's not strange for friends to be in dreams, but when he shows up we seem so much closer each time, I don't know how to explain it. I know someone said something about me and him being together (We never dated) so I dunno if that's why, but he's been in dreams like this before. I'm gonna tweak. He isn't gay and I don't think he really accepts me being trans, also he don't like femboys or emos, so like there is no way me and him could be together. I'd say me and him are good friends, but anything past friends would be out of the picture. My dreams hate me bro, get him outta here.