I am a FTM, 14 y/o, transgender.  I am a writer, poet, artist, animal lover and activist.  I am homicidal and suicidal.  I have many mental disorders and have a hard time with my family's situation, but I love them more than anything.  Theodore Lansing is my pen name and my chosen middle names when I complete my identity change and surgeries.  My father is separated from me and is very unsupportive of my identity.  I have a very small support system, consisting of only my mother and step-father.  If you are not supportive or accepting of LGBTQ+ then please keep your comments to yourself so it does not  cause those in this community to have less confidence in themselves.  If you ever need a support system, I am more than willing to talk to you and help as much as I can.  I am fond of writing graphic stories having to do with violent and gory content.  If you are not a fan of graphic gore and horror, please check what you are reading of mine before you read it, I will warn you of graphic content beforehand.  Thank you for taking the time to read this to get to know a little bit about me, I know I haven't put much about me, but thank you for reading it anyway.  Also know that it takes me a while to write my stories, so please do not be impatient with me if you enjoy my content.  If you rush me, I become stressed and frustrated and I usually do not finish the story.  Again, thank you for reading this and thank you for your support.