@ TheoriginalsJoker I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing a loved one is never easy. Take your time to heal your soul and find yourself again. No one is going to force you to do anything you are not ready to do. You are not letting down anyone for being human. We all have our moments. We all want to lock ourselves in a room and throw away the key. If reading helps you get through your pain, then you have nothing to apologize for. I've through this. I've lost a person I lived dearly recently and if my chapters were not already written, I wouldn't have updated either, for a long time actually. You don't have to feel bad about anything. Those who love and care and cherise you, will understand and they will give you time and space to heal. Take care of yourself, sweetheart. ❤