Theresa Saintsational

@Prettymama29 thanks <3

Hello everyone.  I don't know how many are still here as I've been MIA nearly a year.
          
          First and foremost, someone stole my work.  As far as I know only my True Blood fanfic but I'm suspicious about my other work ESPECIALLY my non fanfic.  So whoever reported the theft thank you.  Wattpad didn't tell me who just that I had to report it myself in order for them to remove it.  When I say they stole it I mean all they did was give their own title and renamed my OC.  And changed her to be yet another blonde.  They should have just copy and pasted with how exact they kept it.
          
          So i said I'd continue Crown Jewel but it might now be on here as that isn't fanfic.  I don't want my work stolen.  I do plan on being published for realsy so that wouldn't be cool.  I already began slowly removing my first original work.  But I guess I'll be doing that with all and y'all will have to wait until I'm no longer poor so I can have it published to finish it.
          
          I swear with everything going on that thievery was just the cherry on top.
          
          In short, my company restructured and my position is now part time with me not getting enough hours to survive.  I had to give up my car bc I couldn't afford it.  I'm job hunting but no one wants me.  I do great in interviews and they even tell me I did.  But there's always a better candidate who they choose.  
          
          My mom died last month.  Hurricane Helene hit last week.  Or the week before?  I don't even know anymore.  I had trees fall and cause damage.  I still have a huge down tree in my front yard ready to become a flying missile once Milton gets here tomorrow. 
          
          I'm fucking stressed.  And that's why I'm not writing.  I'm literally cursed I'm pretty sure.  And that's why everything has gone to hell. 
          
          And yet I was finally ready to return here bc if I'm barely working I might as well write, right?  But then I find my hard work stolen.  Thus the cherry on top of my shit pile.  So thank you thief for making my life that much more dismal. 

I love all of your books and have read some of them multiple times. I was wondering if you plan on adding more to Crown Jules, I want to see how it all pans out. Thank you. 

Hi!
          
          I've just started to post my poly wolfstar fic on wattpad and I wanted to invite you to check it out. Few chapters are up already. If it's not your cup of tea, that's alright and have a great day! 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/366015996-sapphire-bonds-☾✦-poly-wolfstar

Moon Blessed my teen wolf fanfic is officially completed.  Thank Nyx.  That one I struggled with which is why I drew it to an end.  I was planning on adding another story once completing one but decided against it.  I feel too much pressure once my story is live to update it.  And I also struggle updating it when it doesn't receive the comments my academy stories did.  So I'll write off wattpad and add once completed at my pace or near completion from now on.  

How does reading even work on this app anymore?  So long before my hiatus I noticed reading on here went down hill.  What do I mean?  Once upon a time when you clicked on a comment in your notifications once you were done with the comment a message would pop up asking if you'd like to return to where you were in the story?  Wattpad took that away so now we have to guess.  I guessed based off if I voted for the chapter or not.  I now realize that I'm back from hiatus that I can't do that anymore either!  The stars all show up like I haven't voted.  I clicked on the star to vote and it said user already voted which is how I knew the star doesn't show you if you did or not.  So how tf am I to know where I left off if I'm not where I left off at in the story?  
          
          Tell me there's a way to fix this otherwise I'm quitting this stupid app.  I'll write but I won't read anymore not if I can't figure out where I left off at.  I looked in settings for an option there was nine.  I checked if my app is up to date.  It is.  I logged out and killed the app.  After reopening it and trying to log back in it wouldn't let me log back in.  So I uninstalled it and reinstalled it.  I was able to log back in but I still can't see where I left off at in stories I was reading before my hiatus.  There's got to be a way!

So holy fucking shit..I didn't realize how long its been since I updated my Teen Wolf fanfic Moon Blessed. I just updated tonight/this morning.  And saw that my last update was literally more than a year ago.  Woops!  My bad.  I'm on a staycation rn bc yknow the holidays are upon us and I work in retail.  So I needed this quick break before hell is unleashed. 
          
          I wish I could say there's a valid reason for my disappearance.  And there was.  My depression was really, really bad.  I seeked out therapy (taking a page from my Sang fanfic pages) and it helped until it didn't.  She didn't focus on the right things.  Wanted to fix my lack of boundaries and communication issues but not the reasons why I had those issues.  My PTSD causing anxiety which cripples my communication skills. Like hey I know how to communicate so how about we fix what stops me from using proper communication skills.  She didn't seem to hear me and I quit.  I was fine for a while until idk when exactly my depression began hitting again.  But I know it reached an all time high or low whatever on my birthday when I didn't feel the love from anyone.  I did nothing for my birthday and felt ignored which just really made the depression I was already in worse.
          
          And it hasn't gotten better.  I mean my birthday was just last month so obvs lolz.  
          
          Anyway, I really just vomited way too much personal shit on y'all.  So...hi!  I'm back sorta ish. 

Any news on updates/publishing? I'm missing storytime

Do you think you could add more to Crown Jules. It is such a great story and I want to have more of it. 

Today is the worst day of my life.  I had to put my baby to sleep.  It just happened not too long ago.  He was my world which is why he starred in my stories.  He was the best dog I've ever been blessed with and he was a blessing.  Bc it just happened its really fresh.  Once it's less fresh I want to write a short story about him loaded with pics and videos.