Theresa_Rain

Hello, Everyone. It's me Theresa again :)
          	
          	I'm just here to rant, but feel free to scroll away. 
          	
          	I will have to admit: I haven't been very active lately, and I've been thinking about a lot of things. For some reason, day by day, my passion for writing has been stripping away, and I don't want to say this out of pity. I've been somewhat torn with some aspects of my being, but I don't blame you all for it. In fact, I'm grateful for the support, really. Thank you all for the journey. 
          	
          	I just couldn't get myself to write one story without having my motivation leeched away. I couldn't think straight and I felt myself being stripped from my own body. I felt like I'm a different being trapped in another portal. I felt like not myself, and I've been struggling getting a good grasp of my true self. I've been having a lot of problems with my identity lately, and I couldn't make myself productive in writing without having to end up staring at the device for a long time. I couldn't help but feel depressed, and having the factor affect my every move. 
          	
          	 It's frustrating for me, really, and I'm disappointed in myself for being unproductive. As someone who's very determined in achieving her ends, I'm disappointed in myself for not reaching standards I've set for myself. This may seem like I'm boasting or being arrogant, but I couldn't help but feel frustrated for the sloth I feel. I want to work, and I want to make things right for myself. Just like everyone else pursuing their dreams, I want to pursue my dreams without having had lost track of my original goals. 
          	
          	I apologize again for the rant; it's hard to fight the pain I'm feeling, but I don't want to let everyone down. I don't want to leave my books unattended, either. I can't guarantee that I'd write frequently, but I'll give it a try. I wish for the best for everyone :D

Theresa_Rain

@KandyKate thank you so much! That makes me happy to hear :)
          	  The road is still long, and I'm still on my way there, but the support is so appreciated. I'll do my best! Of course, I want to support you too! You're amazing yourself so you deserve lots of support and love ❤️
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KandyKate

@Theresa_Rain I hope you're okay and discover who you are. ❤ I've been feeling that way lately. It's really hard. I hope everything works out. I'm here if you need to talk. 
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hearts4red

haiii!! i finished reading your book dream boy and oh, my gosh :,)) can i just say, this story is absolutely beautiful!! i loved the whole plot and what you put at the end about meeting the man you love like, all of this came out so beautiful i loved it!! thank you for writing this incredible story!! lol ngl i’m still crying from after reading this hehe :,))

hearts4red

@Theresa_Rain of course!! I wish I could honestly read it again for the first time!! it was amazing!! and thank you for writing it!! the book inspired me to start writing more and putting my mind to work on stuff!! but yeah^^!!
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Theresa_Rain

@undeadpupp thank you for your time for reading! I remembered writing this back in summer before my first day as freshman highschool, and it warms my heart that you and other people appreciate it! Thank you for stopping by! 
            
            I'm not aware that the story gave that effect, so that made me happy that you enjoyed it :))
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Theresa_Rain

Hello, Everyone. It's me Theresa again :)
          
          I'm just here to rant, but feel free to scroll away. 
          
          I will have to admit: I haven't been very active lately, and I've been thinking about a lot of things. For some reason, day by day, my passion for writing has been stripping away, and I don't want to say this out of pity. I've been somewhat torn with some aspects of my being, but I don't blame you all for it. In fact, I'm grateful for the support, really. Thank you all for the journey. 
          
          I just couldn't get myself to write one story without having my motivation leeched away. I couldn't think straight and I felt myself being stripped from my own body. I felt like I'm a different being trapped in another portal. I felt like not myself, and I've been struggling getting a good grasp of my true self. I've been having a lot of problems with my identity lately, and I couldn't make myself productive in writing without having to end up staring at the device for a long time. I couldn't help but feel depressed, and having the factor affect my every move. 
          
           It's frustrating for me, really, and I'm disappointed in myself for being unproductive. As someone who's very determined in achieving her ends, I'm disappointed in myself for not reaching standards I've set for myself. This may seem like I'm boasting or being arrogant, but I couldn't help but feel frustrated for the sloth I feel. I want to work, and I want to make things right for myself. Just like everyone else pursuing their dreams, I want to pursue my dreams without having had lost track of my original goals. 
          
          I apologize again for the rant; it's hard to fight the pain I'm feeling, but I don't want to let everyone down. I don't want to leave my books unattended, either. I can't guarantee that I'd write frequently, but I'll give it a try. I wish for the best for everyone :D

Theresa_Rain

@KandyKate thank you so much! That makes me happy to hear :)
            The road is still long, and I'm still on my way there, but the support is so appreciated. I'll do my best! Of course, I want to support you too! You're amazing yourself so you deserve lots of support and love ❤️
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KandyKate

@Theresa_Rain I hope you're okay and discover who you are. ❤ I've been feeling that way lately. It's really hard. I hope everything works out. I'm here if you need to talk. 
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Theresa_Rain

Hello, everyone! For today there is an important announcement that I must make. 
          
          If you ever receive links out of the blue in the comments, I highly advice you to be cautious and never press them. I have encountered a few unfamiliar users doing it; and, therefore, I decided to take action to avoid further issues. Please be careful and never fall into those unknown links. 

Theresa_Rain

I finally got the game I've dreamed off, and it's really addicting. 
          
          One thing I gotta say: Persona 5 is legit Pokémon (but matured-themed). 

rekindleme

@Theresa_Rain bruv I wish I have a console, and perhaps at the very least, the time to actually write and stop being so busy
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Theresa_Rain

@rekindleme I wish it would be summer so I can use my few months to play with my PS4, and, I suppose, write some chapters with the allotted time I have. 
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rekindleme

@Theresa_Rain I also recently got hooked on Genshin Impact as well. So far, I wanna chuck Paimon out a freaking window. She was cute at first but then became annoying when I think about it, she gets me into lots of trouble. 
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Theresa_Rain

It's weird that I'm turning into an adult next year. I'm so old, but I still look like I'm 13. I-Is t-this n-normal r-right? 

Theresa_Rain

@KandyKate when I was turning 14, I was supposed to see an R13 movie, but they didn't allow me unless I showed an ID with my birthday date. 
            
            I feel that, really. 
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KandyKate

@Theresa_Rain I'm 27 and still get told that I need an adult to ride the bus alone. 
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Theresa_Rain

Currently taking a break from writing stories. If I keep writing, I'm only gonna write some cliché content. I decided to play Pokémon Fire Red (on a GameBoy Emulator) and Persona 4 Golden on Steam. I'm so in love with the current games I'm playing. Makes me so relaxed. Haven't played Pokémon for 3 years, to be honest. 
          
          Is it bad to indulge myself with these games? 

Theresa_Rain

@SimperKitty Lance is supposed to be champ, I think. From what I know, Gary became champion. I guess he beat Lance to it? Not sure. 
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SimperKitty

@Theresa_Rain I literally finished fire red & ik Lance is the champion ;-;
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Theresa_Rain

@SimperKitty  Lance is not a gym leader. If you don't know the game much, I won't spoil you. I've finished playing that game 3 years ago and decided to play again. But, I got bored of it now and decided to delete Fire Red. I know, but I have no reason to continue. I'd be forcing myself to play the game and suffer by wasting my time to something I don't want to do. 
            
            Fire Red is fun. You get get it well! If I were you, evolve Charmeleon and teach Charizard the best moves. 
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Rain-angel

Hi! I saw you have interest in mlbb fanfic. Maybe you can check my first fanfic about Gusion and Hanabi :)

Theresa_Rain

@Rain-angel oh, sure! I wouldn't mind reading, but I have to get some stuff done as I am currently busy at the moment. But, I will definitely read! 
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Theresa_Rain

Hello, everyone! 
          
          Currently I'm writing Bond, but there are some personal things that I am facing right now. Apparently this Covid-19 had taken away two of my loved ones. So right now I'm in the middle of a grieving process. 
          
          It's not that I'm fishing for sympathy, but I want you all to know that it's not too late to spend time with them. Don't waste the opportunity to be with them while you can. 
          
          I hope you're all safe! Take care! 

Theresa_Rain

@General_Bedrock this message may be late, but thank you so much for your kindness! 
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DuxAeterna

@Theresa_Rain sorry for your loss
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Theresa_Rain

Hello everyone! How are y'all doing? I hope you're all safe! 
          
          I'm finally done with school for now so summer is here. I've already made plans with updating, but writing process will be slow, but managed to make outlines for the next chapters. Bond is coming to an end soon with only 3 chapters left. It's been nearly a year since I first started writing the book. But there would be another book that I don't know when I'll write that because I've outlined another story that I've bee planning to write ever since I first watched AoT. The past days I was so busy with school. I wasn't in the right mindset to write. 
          
          So now, I'll try to update for this Summer! I'm just making schedules so I don't overwork myself.