I understand where you’re coming from with this, if you remember I had a slightly similar experience myself. So, since I was probably given 100 chances by MULTIPLE different people, I’ll give you one bc you believe you need it (NOT TO BE RUDE, I JUST WASNT OFFENDED SO I DIDNT SEE A PROBLEM)
Uh, yeah, another thing is if you wanna like talk abt it w someone it can be me bc I have bottled that gut feeling just being sorry for SO LONG but I don’t tell ppl bc I don’t like being a burden. I DONT WANT YOU TO BE LIKE ME, PLS.
So yeah, if you need to talk abt it more I’m always here :3