Thetommo2307

Hey! If you like reading larry fics you should read this one....
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/385790514?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Baldrry_

its 3rd of december and i still don't have a sweater :(
          
          HAPPY HEATHER DAY!!

DO NOT SHOW UP AT LIAMS FUNERAL
          
          Let his friends and family grieve in peace. Let them say their goodbyes. Give them some privacy
          
          Memorials are for fans. Funerals are private.

Liam is still alive in my head. I don't know if this makes sense, but he's still here. He's not dead. I know he is really gone but I just kind of don't acknowledge that and just keep him alive in my head. 
          
          I don't know if it's healthy or not but that's kind of the way it is

i really want louis to get the recognition he deserves but also I just really want to gatekeep him like I'm not ready to share him ToT. 
          
          I saw someone say we're gonna get LT3 this December or early next yr and I'm genuinely not over the FITF era, like, it's everything to me and I don't want it to be over but again im really excited to get new music from louis 

it feels so wrong living in a world without Liam. it feels like a piece of me died with him

Liam gave us so many signs and talked abt his mental health so many times. He even wore a safety pin necklace in one of his videos. Looking back at his videos, I now see how his smile never reached his eyes. He was asking for help and we ignored him. I cant help but feel guilty because if we'd just seen the signs, if we'd shown him more love when we knew about the amount of hate he was getting, maybe he would still be here.
          
          He saved us but we couldnt save him
          
          We need to protect our other boys now and make sure they're okay. I cant afford to loose another one of them. As directioners, it's our duty to protect our boys. We've got to look after them and send them all our love.
          
          For Liam

I cant believe liam is gone. I feel so numb and empty. It's been almost 15 days but the wound still feels fresh. I dont know what to do anymore now that hes gone. I keep trying to ignore the fact that he isnt here anymore in hopes that itll become untrue. I'm so scared to acknowledge it and feel. He brought so much light into the world and his smile instantly made you feel better.
          
          He wa unconscious when he fell, he didnt want to go, and it breaks my heart that he was taken from us for nothing. I just want to bring him back to life. His death was a tragic accident. I can't help but be mad at the hotel he was staying at. If they had called an ambulance when he was acting weird in the lobby, he would be here right now.The hotel supposedly supplied him with drugs. I really hope liams dad sues the hotel.
          
          Liam was the person who held one direction together. He was always there to support the boys. He was the only one who still posted on the anniversary, and the fact that we'll be celebrating alone from next year make me want to cry all over again.
          
          He was too sweet for this cruel world, and I hope he finally found peace.
          
          This is not the end, I'll see your face again, Liam❤

i am absolutely devastated. my eyes hurt from crying. i hope every single person who ever hated on that sweet boy realizes the affect their actions had on him. a huge fuck you to all of you. this cruel world didnt deserve him
          
          rest in peace, liam. you will not be forgotten and will be forever loved. i hope you're in a better place now

i want to hug louis and never let go