I really miss you Xavier. I really need you here. I'm sorry for the way I acted, and stuff. I'm sorry I was so mean to you at one point. I was just really hurt and I took it out on you without meaning too. I'm sorry. I know sorry wont fix anything, but I am. I'll beg for your forgiveness if I have to. I just wish you would talk to me again. Please. I really miss you and want you to come back. Please Xavier, I'm begging you. Its been nearly six months. And I miss you so much. I miss our conversations. I miss everything. Please just come back. I need to know if you're okay. I'm sorry I missed your birthday btw. So, happy late birthday Xavie. I made that sign like I promised I would. But you wasn't here so I couldn't show you.. Please come back soon Xavier. u.u
~ Your Sugar Mama