I'm scared to sleep. It's 1:48 am I slept at 12:30 every time I close my eyes,I dreamed all about the memories I hate and when I dreamed about me getting bullied i can't open my eyes I can't wake myself up I wanted too but my body is refusing and then finally when I tried it again it works I quickly sat up the bed breathing heavily and my heart beats so fast. I don't want to sleep every again :'(