Even now, talking things out or conveying them feels very difficult. There are moments when you think nobody can really help you work things out.
For example, your family is there for you when they need you, not when you need them, but when they have their own problems and are taking care of themselves. It seems like everyone is too preoccupied to bother you with their lives, just seeing you as a means of self-vilification or leaving you in the lurch.
It has been stated that there's "water everywhere, not a single drop to drink." The irony is that sometimes you can really feel the lines that are written in books. Screw it!
I apologize for talking nonstop, but I felt the need to let things out. It's common knowledge that some people think it's bad for her to ask for attention, but as long as it's for a worthy cause, I don't see anything wrong with it.
In the woods, you can feel alone at times.
* Woodpecker
I guess .....
