Hello Im just here to rant. Because why not? I feel completely pissed off right now. Im 20 years old right now and yet I dont feel it. Why I feel that way is for many reasons.
Number one, I haven't been taught or prepared for adulthood. And now im in it im expected to know how to be an adult. I have a temporary job right now,w and I do actually enjoy it; it makes me feel like an adult, and I can now earn my own money. However, most of the money I will be earning goes straight to other people. Like my nan for rent and my nan boyfrined who lent me money to get to work.
Now I want to move out of this house immediately with my younger brother, who also has a job, and our pets. One of the main reasons for us wanting to leave is becaue both our mental health is bad. And I do believe it was brought upon by her. The household can get toxic. Now I suffer from ADHD, and honestly, it can be quite annoying. I mask it a lot because, well im told to be calm or stop misbehaving, im not even allowed to fidget. Back to the moving out, another reason we want to be independent, and I will admit I heavily rely on my brother for a lot of things that my nan is supposed to be providing for me. And truthfully, I believe once my brother and I have our own place, our mental health will improve.
- continutation will be in the comments. Also tell me and im in the wrong and actually am lazy?
