ThirtySomethingTita

January 25, 2015-January 25, 2025
          	
          	It's been a decade, but it seems like yesterday.
          	
          	For other people, January 25 is just a normal day, but not for the wives, parents, children, and friends of the SAF 44, who bravely fought and sacrificed themselves in order for the Philippines not to encounter a series of bomb threats.
          	
          	On the 25th of January 2015, forty-four members of the elite Special Action Force commandos of the Philippine National Police died during a clash with the Bangsamoro Islamic Freedom Fighters militant group at Mamasapano in Maguindanao.
          	
          	I wrote this story to remind all people that there are heroes indeed who silently protect us every day. Men who do not wear fancy capes nor possess supernatural powers. Instead, they were in their dirty camouflage uniforms and combat wounds. Many of them choose to remain nameless and faceless because they do it out of love for their country and a sense of duty. The cost of defending our country and its freedom comes at a very high price.
          	
          	The least thing I can do is to honor those men in camouflage uniforms who selflessly and tirelessly work each day, risking their lives in order to make our lives more safe and secure. This novel is a military fantasy romance, a work of fiction, but nonetheless, a tribute to all the brave soldiers out there.
          	
          	I dedicate this story to these forty-four warriors who died while protecting our country.
          	
          	Special thanks to Ezra Descalzota  for this awe-inspiring book cover.

ThirtySomethingTita

January 25, 2015-January 25, 2025
          
          It's been a decade, but it seems like yesterday.
          
          For other people, January 25 is just a normal day, but not for the wives, parents, children, and friends of the SAF 44, who bravely fought and sacrificed themselves in order for the Philippines not to encounter a series of bomb threats.
          
          On the 25th of January 2015, forty-four members of the elite Special Action Force commandos of the Philippine National Police died during a clash with the Bangsamoro Islamic Freedom Fighters militant group at Mamasapano in Maguindanao.
          
          I wrote this story to remind all people that there are heroes indeed who silently protect us every day. Men who do not wear fancy capes nor possess supernatural powers. Instead, they were in their dirty camouflage uniforms and combat wounds. Many of them choose to remain nameless and faceless because they do it out of love for their country and a sense of duty. The cost of defending our country and its freedom comes at a very high price.
          
          The least thing I can do is to honor those men in camouflage uniforms who selflessly and tirelessly work each day, risking their lives in order to make our lives more safe and secure. This novel is a military fantasy romance, a work of fiction, but nonetheless, a tribute to all the brave soldiers out there.
          
          I dedicate this story to these forty-four warriors who died while protecting our country.
          
          Special thanks to Ezra Descalzota  for this awe-inspiring book cover.

11AteUno

Hello! Uhmm just wanna say I'm already a level 3 nursing student now, waiting for my striping. Again, your stories play a big role on why I chose this path. 
          
          I'm patiently waiting for you po!

ThirtySomethingTita

@11AteUno Hi! I don't know how to start this response without being emotional. You really inspired me on the darkest point of my life. You silently showed me that I should keep going, especially in this passion of mine. There's a reason why I have been on a long hiatus. But I am so glad that I am alive now and typing this. I am happy that I just randomly logged in to my Wattpad account today. Actually, months ago when I first read your comments on the message board, I bought a gift and I promised myself to meet you one day. But days were so rough to me and I am not sure that I will be still alive or will I survive depression. But here I am typing this long message and replying to you. Now, I can say that I am in a better place. Five to six months from now, I will go home to the Philippines. I don't know when will be the exact date I will be meeting you. But let's meet next year. I want to give that gift to you. Giving that gift to you is a sign that I am alive. I will meet you next year. I don't know where, but I will try to find ways. Also, my hiatus will stop in four months. I will be writing soon, but I will be writing something that is not in the medical field. I hope that you still support it. I might be taking down the medical stories for the time being for me to honor my writing journey but I am taking it down for the purpose of continuing it in a deeper plot. Again, let's meet next year. Ate will find a way to do that. 
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HABIEJD

Still patiently waiting for an update!  

HABIEJD

@ThirtySomethingTita awww your stories are one of the best I've read! There's no need to rush po hehe. I'll always be among those who will stay as your motivation to write✨️ 
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ThirtySomethingTita

@HABIEJD Soon...
            
            Thank you for staying in my realm. Like my characters, I myself have real life struggles too. I will update soon. Thank you for posting this. Thank you for making a reason for me to write again.
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11AteUno

I promise to myself na babalik ako here pag cap and pin na namin. So ahm, I started reading your stories since Sr high School, and I'm already second year - nursing student now. Actually you play a big role on why I choose this course. Thank you for everything ❤️ 
          God Bless po

ThirtySomethingTita

P.S. 
          
          MY WHITE COAT DIARIES will be publish in IMMAC PPH. Hindi ko pa alam kung kailan to ilalabas. Hindi ako sikat na writer at alam ko na walang bibili nun. Pero one day, sa pagkakape natin...I will give it for free. Is it crazy? Ako na magpapakape, ako pa ang mamimimigay ng libro. Pero so what? Sagot naman ng Alcantara Medical Group ang gagastusin ko. Hahaha. This is my way giving back. No amount of money will equate what writing and my readers did to me. 
          
          So ayun lang! Ingat kayong lahat! Fighting! Whatever you are going through right now...you'll survive like I did. 
          
          Iloveyou all!

LayMe55

@ThirtySomethingTita matanong ko lang po.
             Ba't po walang 3rd story? 1,2,4, tsaka 5 lang po yung makimita ko?
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ThirtySomethingTita

          I don't know how to start, kasi sabi ko nga, hindi ako sociable na tao. Hindi naman ako snob pero piling tao lang ang madalas kong kausap. Diba @TeresaMedallon? @TatianaClyne? 
          
          So, ayun lang! Parang naubusan na ata ako ng sasabihin. Lols. Sorry uli for this drama. Again, thank you sa inyong lahat! 
          
          I saw this PSICOM Blue Club ba yun? Yung cafe? I have this wild idea of treating you in that cafe one day. 
          
          Tara? Kape tayo? 
          
          @Aleeruh
          @uglyface28
          @TeresaMedallon
          @Lady_bebeth7
          @MarikoFujoshi
          @KristinGodard
          @yhatsseventen
          @KarenDaphneMislang9
          @TatianaClyne
          @Avies_Penn
          @Takenbymyhubby
          @AgnesCustodio4
          
          Tara kape tayong lahat (sa silent readers ko na hindi ko nabanggit)
          

LayMe55

@ThirtySomethingTita i love your story po. Pwede na syang i publish into book. May book po ba to?
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uglyface28

@ThirtySomethingTita thanks sa pa kape author! lahat ng stories mo mgaganda.❤️
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Aleeruh

@ThirtySomethingTita omgg thank you for noticing me poo. You deserve the votes and comments po sa mga stories niyo kasi ang gaganda po talaga ng mga gawa niyo. I'm always so excited every time you update po "The Goddess' Kryptonite." If hindi po kayo nakakapag-update I reread it po since it's so good, and it makes me forget my problems too. Wattpad has become my escape from the harsh reality since then, and that's why I'm also thankful to you. Love lots Ms. Author! I hope you continue to write good stories, po.
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ThirtySomethingTita

Sa mga bagong readers ko naman, welcome sa haven ng tita ninyo. I am a proud thirtysomethingtita at your service. Thank you for giving me a chance. I'm just a charot charot writer, pero you're here. I hope that my stories will touch the deepest side of you. 
          
          This year (my third year in wattpad), I realized na hindi naman talaga sa dami ng readers nasusukat ang isang  manunulat. I may be a puchu puchu writer, pero so what? As long as I can genuinely connect to people, iyon ang pinaka-importante. It's not the numbers but how my stories gave impact to people.
          
          Naiiyak ako! Shet! Enebe!
          
          So ayun lang, I've decided to write and continue this journey no matter how much readers I have. I also decided to connect to you genuinely. I want to remove the barrier of being an author and reader. I want us to be friends, a community or whatever you want to call it. I want to have genuine bond with people who had saved me. 
          

ThirtySomethingTita

There were times that I wanted to stop, but looking back to where I was as a writer three years ago, alam ko na may na-prove na ako kahit papaano. Malayo pa, pero malayo na rin ang narating ko. I was wrong when I thought that being a writer means having million of reads and followers. I always crave for that external validation by looking at those famous writers. I forgot the reason why I started writing and how writing HEALED me. I was so focus with the numbers not with the genuine people who keeps on reading my works. I based my capacity as a writer with the number of followers I have. I also took for granted the times when I had the chance to connect with my readers by replying to their comments. Well, sa bagay naman na iyon...I can say that hindi talaga ako super sociable na tao. I rarely reply but I prefer dm's with selected readers of mine. 
          
          Sorry, ang haba na. Some of you might wish na nag-update na lang ako ng isa pang chapter. I know not all of you are willing to listen to these petty dramas of mine. Pero hindi siya drama, I am just saying what I feel straight from my heart. I just want you to know how THANKFUL I AM. 
          
          

uglyface28

@ThirtySomethingTita dont give up author lhat ng stories mong ngawa mgaganda at abangers pko sa iba png stories lalo n sa mga doctors ng alcantara.love you miss A.
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ThirtySomethingTita

Writing is the best therapy I had that time and my readers were the strongest support system I've ever had. Super OA man, pero my readers back then were able to SAVE ME in my silent battles. Even they're unaware what I'm going through. Their comments, votes and even private conversations really made a difference in my mental health. I also gain friends (younger and older than me). 
          
          This journey of mine as a writer is quite difficult. I remember the time when I'm trying to mimic OG writers. The way they write, just to fit in with this wattpad society. Kasi I don't know how to work this out. Then I finally realize that I have my own way of expressing myself. I start revising which requires grueling work. Pero sige lang, ginusto ko eh. Then there are moments when, 
          
          "Ayoko na magsulat, wala namang nagbabasa ng mga sinusulat ko." 
          
          "I'm not a real writer."
          
          "Wala namang pera dito. Bakit ko ba ginagawa to?"
          
          "Bakit sila ang dami ng followers at reads?" 
          
          "Bakit ang bilis nilang sumikat? Am I not good enough? My stories are not worth reading?" 
          
          And many more FRUSTRATIONS.