So I'm thinking that I will only be replying to like 2 maybe 3 people for like the rest of the week. A lot has happened today and I'm not feeling so good mentally, physically, or emotionally. I'm at a point where I feel like my life is pretty meaningless and I really am sick of living. I'm so unbelievably stressed and sad and angry all at once. I'm physically in so much pain that I cant stand it and it physically hurts to stand, lay down, sit or do anything. I just want to curl up in a ball (though that would be physically painful) and cry till I cant anymore and I literally want to strangle myself.
I will still be posting my holiday book daily probably around noon. If it gets to like 10pm and I haven't posted go ahead an hmu and check on me. I should be back to replying big time either sometime towards the end of the week or a little after.