ThistleF0x

Apparently I have grounds for a CPS case :) THREATEN TO HIT ME AGAIN I DARE YOU BITCH.

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update on yesterday.... My best friend and friend won't talk about anything to me other than the other person. so I started teasing them to make myself feel better abt it... Now they're saying they "hate: me. I'm pretty sure its a joke based on tone but I still feel so small and insignificant. I've gone from "best friend" to "the backup friend I talk to when my boyfriend/girlfriend isn't talking to me" ...... what did I do by getting them together ....

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feeling better today. not great but I don't feel like going on a rampage anymore LOL....... I broke my glasses and can't get new ones and my best friend is dating someone I really enjoy talking to because its actually engaging conversations and it's my fault that they like each other LOL I'm just worried that I'm gonna end as being everyone's backup friend. I asked my best friend to not forget me but shes already starting to......

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It’s my fault that everything is going to shit. If no one was trans then this wouldn’t have happened. But why can’t we just accept everyone. I hate everyone. Someone find me a weapon I’m gonna shoot the orange man and then myself. (I am only half joking)

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Guys. After everything today. Musk doing the N@zi salute, Trump essentially telling me I don’t exist. I’m just so. Done. I have a pact with a friend that I have to stay but idk if I can keep that pact if I’m being completely honest. Everything is going to shit. I don’t want to be here. I don’t want my rights stripped. I’m so so so scared and so so so so SO angry. What is wrong with my country

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I mean hopefully it’ll get better after he’s out of office
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Will0w_th3_stup1d0

@ ThistleF0x  but stay strong, it will not end up like this hopefully :>
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Very very important but read the trigger warnings first 
          
          Tw: depression, mention of Sh, suicide, other mental health stuff. 
          
          Hey all I know I said I was going to write more but I need to talk about why I’m not :) everyone deserves an explanation especially my sibling who I’m sure is wondering about what’s happened in the last year and a half or so and why I’ve been so not okay. I am struggling with depression and anxiety currently. I feel sad and/or tired All. The. Time. I can act happy but it’s so exhausting. I’m struggling every day to want to get out of bed. My will to live is almost nonexistent. Some days I wish I could disappear I’m covered in scars of my own causation lines and cracks pulling my internal self to the external. I’m getting help but some days it’s still fucking bad all the time. I can’t do anything to solve my situation.

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@Lucky_aka_Murphy aw thx :) I hope you’re right
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Will0w_th3_stup1d0

@ ThistleF0x  awh, I hope it get better soon, believe in it :3 sendin' hugs x3
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