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Tw: depression, mention of Sh, suicide, other mental health stuff.
Hey all I know I said I was going to write more but I need to talk about why I’m not :) everyone deserves an explanation especially my sibling who I’m sure is wondering about what’s happened in the last year and a half or so and why I’ve been so not okay. I am struggling with depression and anxiety currently. I feel sad and/or tired All. The. Time. I can act happy but it’s so exhausting. I’m struggling every day to want to get out of bed. My will to live is almost nonexistent. Some days I wish I could disappear I’m covered in scars of my own causation lines and cracks pulling my internal self to the external. I’m getting help but some days it’s still fucking bad all the time. I can’t do anything to solve my situation.