ThokaLily

Hello everyone.. apologies for the late updating. Iv been having a rough time. This night in particular. I’m writing for an outlet and possibly emotional support. My family has always sucked. And today it just hit another level of fat shaming. I’m 158 pounds, 5,7 so if I say so myself that’s a good balance mathematically with my height. Maybe a little chub but I feel good and happy. I rarely eat out which has something to do with it so I’m like a healthy weight. However my parents do not recognize this and assume Iam on my way to being a diabetic. I have already spoke with my doctor and medical people about this saying that Iam pretty healthy despite my much needed exercise at the gym. When I was a younger and pre teen I was slim as a board until puberty, so I grew everywhere. A perfectly natural thing for a human body. All I’m saying is Jesus, just to make myself feel better I don’t want to eat for a while and see if I can lose weight. Idk how else. I literally had eggs beans , fried platano and a salad wrap- as well as nopales. And yet I was called a cow but ok. I’m angry I’m sad. Feeling a little dissociative rn but I’ll be back soon for the books. Thank you for your patience with me.

Ellise_Villey

@ThokaLily I am deeply sorry for what your going through right now, your weight doesn't matter right now, I know a lot of people say the opposite but you can't stop eating just because your parents can't have the decency to support their child though their hardships. If you feel like this then they failed as parents, parents are suppose to help their child through their tough times. We know that you will bounce back in no time! Food is delicious we get it, just make sure to at least eat, even just a little bit. Your talent in writing and your imagination should be praised by all, I am at awe at your books and as much as I want you to keep posting I know that you still have a life to maintain. I wish you at best at live and may your dreams come to life. We are here for you! Life is hard so we don't expect you to stick to writing these stories forever. Just know that when ever you feel down lately know that there are people who love you, it may not seem like it but the feeling will grow sooner enough. Adulthood is tough and to top it all off your parents are narcissistic to your feelings. Life will look up to you sooner or later, not every hardship will last forever. I hope you know that we care for you and we appreciate you for informing us about your life.
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derpdoop

@ThokaLily  don't stop yourself from eating if your parents are fat shaming you tell someone else that's not ok and i'm so sorry your having to go through that.
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143-stay

I’m going to die  I need moreeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I loved this. I love the way you write, I love the way it all flows together. You are truly an amazing writer! I loved how long each chapter was. It was perfect. Everything was perfect! ❤️

ThokaLily

Hello everyone.. apologies for the late updating. Iv been having a rough time. This night in particular. I’m writing for an outlet and possibly emotional support. My family has always sucked. And today it just hit another level of fat shaming. I’m 158 pounds, 5,7 so if I say so myself that’s a good balance mathematically with my height. Maybe a little chub but I feel good and happy. I rarely eat out which has something to do with it so I’m like a healthy weight. However my parents do not recognize this and assume Iam on my way to being a diabetic. I have already spoke with my doctor and medical people about this saying that Iam pretty healthy despite my much needed exercise at the gym. When I was a younger and pre teen I was slim as a board until puberty, so I grew everywhere. A perfectly natural thing for a human body. All I’m saying is Jesus, just to make myself feel better I don’t want to eat for a while and see if I can lose weight. Idk how else. I literally had eggs beans , fried platano and a salad wrap- as well as nopales. And yet I was called a cow but ok. I’m angry I’m sad. Feeling a little dissociative rn but I’ll be back soon for the books. Thank you for your patience with me.

Ellise_Villey

@ThokaLily I am deeply sorry for what your going through right now, your weight doesn't matter right now, I know a lot of people say the opposite but you can't stop eating just because your parents can't have the decency to support their child though their hardships. If you feel like this then they failed as parents, parents are suppose to help their child through their tough times. We know that you will bounce back in no time! Food is delicious we get it, just make sure to at least eat, even just a little bit. Your talent in writing and your imagination should be praised by all, I am at awe at your books and as much as I want you to keep posting I know that you still have a life to maintain. I wish you at best at live and may your dreams come to life. We are here for you! Life is hard so we don't expect you to stick to writing these stories forever. Just know that when ever you feel down lately know that there are people who love you, it may not seem like it but the feeling will grow sooner enough. Adulthood is tough and to top it all off your parents are narcissistic to your feelings. Life will look up to you sooner or later, not every hardship will last forever. I hope you know that we care for you and we appreciate you for informing us about your life.
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derpdoop

@ThokaLily  don't stop yourself from eating if your parents are fat shaming you tell someone else that's not ok and i'm so sorry your having to go through that.
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ThokaLily

So two books I’m working on. Another tmnt for rise Leo, and a book for avatar. Or maybe 2 for avatar cus I have many ideas, theories and etc. But lmk and comment on what you’d like to see. I’m open for anything but shipping reader with Jake sully cus one he’s a married dude it doesn’t feel right to write about him- but if you just want to explore Pandora or learn about my interpretation feel free to let me know

Cute798

sis you dead?

ThokaLily

@magivender book 2 is not finished still a work in progress it’s one of the more chaotic books I have to work on.
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magivender

 Also i gunno follow yeah
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magivender

@ThokaLily hi i loved your books i already finished the book 1 so is book 2 finished ?
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GrinnyGal

Hey! I just wanted to ask.. is there any way I can send fanart? I really LOVE your series! ^^

ThokaLily

How did you want to send it to me?
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ThokaLily

Yes ofc! I’d be glad to see it. Sorry for the late response. I rarely check this are of messages.
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ThokaLily

I’m really sorry I didn’t update last night.. my computer gave me last minute issue and didn’t save the final story so I have to go over it again. But I’ll make up for it by posting 2 chapters in one night.