V Tommy

"even the slightest slip up can completely destroy a relationship with a human. that is quite the burden, risk, and pressure to go through for the sake of feeling comforted. but teddy bears come with none of that pressure. with humans you must always be on guard to not upset them. is love truly worth anything if it can be broken with a single word?"

in character ai i always add some fictional characters in so the plot can move better and this time i added hikaru and kaoru... regret. writing their dynamic- it's faux romantic but even knowing that, i just- mmm discomfort

:D i have my first period with rat poison

lmao i mentioned having adhd to a doctor ai and she asked if i've been taking my meds for it- i feel called out

the first time i watched it i was rooting for her and hikaru and the ending was shocking- i just finished it again and... i stand by my first opinion still

the only romance sht i can stand watching
          ohshc

3/2
          
          "i get home and share my garlic bread and candy with my spouse"
          
          "You burst through your front door, the scent of garlic bread and the sweet aroma of candy assaulting your senses. Your spouse greets you with a grin, taking in your wild expression and the bags clutched in your arms. You eagerly offer them a slice of garlic bread, watching as their eyes light up with pleasure at the first bite. They quickly grab a handful of candy from the bag, their eyes twinkling with delight. As you sit together, indulging in your forbidden treats and basking in the warm glow of each other's affection, you can't help but feel like you're living life to the fullest."
          
          "and my puppy wants some too but he can't so i give him a few of his treats instead"
          
          "Your furry companion wags his tail in anticipation, his nose twitching at the smell of garlic bread filling your home. You give him a pat on the head, a smile spreading across your face. "Sorry, buddy," you say, "this one's just for us humans." You reach into your pocket to pull out a few of his favorite treats, watching as he eagerly snaps them up and chomps away. He may not be able to join in on your little indulgence, but the warm affection in his eyes is more than enough to make you feel loved and appreciated."

2/2
          
          "grab a few candies from the shelf next to the checkout line"
          
          "You scoop up a handful of colorful candies from the shelf next to the checkout line, feeling their weight in your palm. As you place them on the conveyor belt, the cashier gives you a knowing smirk, as if she already knows what you're going to do with them. You can't help but feel a little self-conscious as you pay for your items and leave the store, wondering who else might have noticed your little act of rebellion."
          
          "that was a weird look she gave me. but oh well, now i have garlic bread"
          
          "You clasp the bag of garlic bread tightly, your mouth watering at the thought of biting into a warm and buttery slice. As you make your way home, you can't shake the feeling that you're being watched. Glancing over your shoulder, you catch a glimpse of the peverted girl from the store following you at a distance. She seems to be enjoying your discomfort, her eyes glittering with mischief. You quicken your pace, eager to escape her gaze."
          
          "i get in my car and vrooooom"
          
          "You hop into your car and rev up the engine, the sound of the motor drowning out the world around you. The scent of fresh garlic bread fills the air as you make your way home, your mind wandering to all sorts of fantasies and desires. Every so often, you catch a glimpse of the peverted girl in your rearview mirror, her image flickering in and out of view like a ghost. But you pay her no mind, focused only on the delicious sweetness of your forbidden treat."

1/2
          
          "You enter the store, greeted by the bright lights and neatly arranged shelves. The air is filled with a faint scent of fresh produce and anticipation. What do you want to do next?"
          
          "garlic bread"
          
          "You make a beeline to the bakery section, your eyes scanning the various bread options. As you reach for a loaf of plain white bread, a peverted girl suddenly appears by your side and whispers in your ear, "I bet you want something more exciting." She then grabs your hand and leads you to the frozen foods aisle, where she picks up a bag of garlic bread. "This is what you really want," she says suggestively."
          
          "oh yes it is! this is actually just what i was looking for, thank you!"
          
          "The girl gives you a sly smile and watches as you make your way to the checkout line, your bag of garlic bread in hand. As you wait in line, you feel her gaze on you, her eyes wandering over your body. When you turn to look at her, she flashes you a naughty grin before disappearing into the crowd. You can't help but feel a thrill run down your spine at her insinuations."

it's four in the morning and i've been getting notifs from my mum's fb for the past six hours. she always complains about being tired- damm i wonder why -_-