This is the End

@MCR_iz_life I shall check them out right now frend

your name still says ivy xD

"I remember a time when i felt so unlike me.
           I remember a time when someone love me.
           I remember when i still felt alive."

Plz get on I need to talk

Heyyy

"It hurts, but I understand if you can find another reason not to stay.'

"i hate the things i do and all the shit i put you through.
          it's tragic, i'm static.
          i am the world's worst, i am my own worst enemy, and i hate me…most days, i can't believe i'm still here.
          most day's, i'm surprised.
          you want a new lie/line/life, i wanna do what's right by you, but I can't seem to get my shit together, not ever, no matter, how hard i try.
          i never seem to get it right.
          i'm sick of having you depend on me because i'll let you down like i always do.
          i am the world's worst, i am my own worst…it's crazy you stuck with me.
          most day's, i can't believe you're still here.
          most days, i heard you cry.
          and through all the times we've had, i never saw what you saw in me."

"but your friends say i'm no good for you.
          what do they know?
          please don't listen to a goddamn thing they say.
          if tonight's our night baby, just don't hurt me.
          i'll give you my heart.
          if tonight's our night baby, just don't hate me for taking your light.
          i need a love.
          i want enough to keep my thirst satisfied.
          i wanna take your hand, make you understand my side and our kind.
          but i know it's hard for you to let go of the world that you knew.
          please just close your eyes, we're better off this way.
          tonight's our night baby, so don't hate me, trust in me."

"I'm ready for the flight or to fall of a cliff, but if it's alright with you I'd rather not miss out on us.
          ' Cause your face is all I need to stay sane.
          I've spent my life getting in my own way.
          so I could use something good, I really need this to work out."

The messages before this were not me.