TiaPattersonB

It's been over a month since I've posted my last chapter. I feel kinda bad because I'm trying to keep myself on a schedule. I haven't really been myself lately. On my days off from work, I just lie in bed and think of writing but I don't really have any inspiration. I have new inspiration and I can't wait to share it with you guys. Hopefully, I can maintain the weekly schedule I am forcing myself to maintain. If I can't post one week, I'll notify everyone on Monday's. I hope everyone is safe, healthy, and trying your best to stick with this really hard year. 
          	
          	-Tia

TiaPattersonB

It's been over a month since I've posted my last chapter. I feel kinda bad because I'm trying to keep myself on a schedule. I haven't really been myself lately. On my days off from work, I just lie in bed and think of writing but I don't really have any inspiration. I have new inspiration and I can't wait to share it with you guys. Hopefully, I can maintain the weekly schedule I am forcing myself to maintain. If I can't post one week, I'll notify everyone on Monday's. I hope everyone is safe, healthy, and trying your best to stick with this really hard year. 
          
          -Tia

TiaPattersonB

Hey guys  I won’t be posting a chapter this week. I started a new full time job and I’m really tired. I don’t know if it’s just because of all the things going on in the world or not. It’s just hitting me really fast. I’m trying to use this time to heal and just slow down. 
          
          New chapter next week so I’ll see you then! Stay well and stay safe. It’s getting crazy out there ❤️

te_petit

@tiapia8 it ok just take care of ur self 
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TiaPattersonB

I started this book at the age of 15. I envisioned this book for six months before writing my first chapter. I had no intention of gaining recognization. I am still quite shocked at the magnitude of support I have received. I am now 22. When I first began writing, I did not have as life stresses, and my mental health was in better condition. The reasons for my long hiatuses where mainly due to the deterioration of my mental health. I found out this year that I have bipolar disorder. It was tough news but I have a doctor who is kind and supportive. She has helped me to manage my symptoms. The past four years have been what felt like a bottomless pit. I would have never imagined around this time last year that I would feel stable and stronger. Writer's block is real. But depression can lead to a lack of inspiration. I struggled to get your notifications and not having the mental capacity to write the things I wanted. I am mature now and I realize the universe always intended for me to be a writer. I was always supposed to use writing art as a form of expression. I have learned that I can write the most beautiful things when all I feel is darkness. I want to use my book as a way of showing my darker sides and turn that darkness into light. What I have already published is only the beginning of a beautiful masterpiece, and I have every intention of finishing it. I can't wait to see where this book will take me. I want you to feel that I hear you, and I am forever grateful that you even took the time to read a single word of mine. I hope you enjoy the journey of watching me, as well as my book, blossom. I hope to invoke inspiration and to help someone learn something about themselves from looking through the lens of my characters. I am committing to constant updates. I want to finish this book and make everyone, including myself, proud. Thank you for your support. I hope you support me in the future. 
          
          Tia P.

TiaPattersonB

@-neurodream thank you for supporting me!
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-neurodream

@tiapia8 thank you for sharing your story. we're always rooting for you on here, and I'm glad that you're doing better <3
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TiaPattersonB

 #1 deja vu?!! Out of 400+ books. Thank you so much guys ☺️ chapter 14 is published now 

TiaPattersonB

lowercase- It's great to be back! Thanks for supporting me for so long <3
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-neurodream

Thanks for coming back! Been rereading the previous chapters for 3 years now can’t wait to see what else you have in store! 
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