Tiaana500
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@Telemathene Luckily, I've been blessed with the knowledge and intuition to know, most of the time, when people are trying to take advantage of my kindness, so I haven't had that happen to me too often, but it certainly has a few times. And you're right, it does suck. I don't think I like this club very much, lemme out! XD I've never had a fear of saying no to someone, not a big one at least, but I do have a massive fear of being embarrassed. As a result, I don't participate in new things that much anymore because I'm afraid I'll do something wrong and people will laugh at me. I would love to be someone who can laugh at their mistakes, but I'm not. When I make a mistake, even if I'm a newbie at something and a mistake was inevitable, I feel awful about it, like I'm a bad person for not having adequate knowledge or skill right off the bat. Also, I don't cry because something is sad, I cry when I get frustrated, which kind of ties into the fact that I don't try new things. Because if I don't get it right the first few times, I get angry or frustrated at myself, and that usually ends with me crying and people giving me unwanted pity and attention, and that just makes it worse. You know what I mean? Can you relate? Please tell me I'm not alone... ~Tiaana 500