@Tanniesgirl If only I had the luxury of all that. My parents are not the best people in the world but I appreciate having them still. I still live with them at 20. But that's okay, I don't have any time to sleep really, I don't know how to explain it. I'm working so hard and my mental health is not something I can even tend to right now. Because I really don't want to stay stagnant . I don't know how to explain it for you to understand it. I'm just so stuck. I'm working so hard, I know I'm over working myself but I really don't want to repeat 2026 still in this state. So I'm just... I don't even know. I don't know, I'm confused but.. I'm trying, I'm just really trying.