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Love is a simple word but the physical reality of it is much more complex than what you are feeling. You can't beckon love towards you with a baby voice or loop a leash around its neck and tie it to a tree. Love comes at you when you don't expect it, and it arrives at full force, collapsing on top of you like an avalanche. It could suffocate you, or it could be one of the best feelings in the world. When the moment is right, that love won't flee once you get the strength to lift it up off you. Instead, it will remain in your hands forever and you will be able to carry it around and around. You will be able to show it off, but you won't want to. You'll value it too much, like the precious, dainty thing that it is because secretly you'll fear losing it again and being alone. Know this. Know that chances are, at the end of the day, you, and every other person who thinks they are in "love", really aren't, and you will never find the true person that fits you perfectly in the world, in every single way, who could return your love back to you without any faults. You all won't find that one special person because you all want to be in love and want it far too quickly for it to come naturally to you with someone else. So feel it collapse like an avalanche on you again. But this time, tell it to kindly f**k off, because I can assure you, what you feel toward them is not true love. It is something wicked, that wears Love's skin, like a coat. What you feel is lust...
