Angel or Jellybean

I hurt I hurt I hurt

I should never ever put myself out there again. Its done

Get myself into heartbreaking situations for no apparent reason....

Why do I do this to myself?

This is it. The last straw. I owe myself better. To get a job and concentrate on my work. 

How could I be so damn stupid

Feel stupider as each day passes

I wish I could go back 6 months and spare myself some pain

How is it possible to feel so sad. My heart is breaking, but I have to smile and be happy for him. How can I deny him the happiness he truly deserves. I'm so sad, I'm so sad

Ugh I hate being needy, acting needy.... Texting stupid assholic people... Ugh stupid baby look alike