Tikitius_Heronthorn_

Hey,
          I made a new story kind of thing. It’s called lgbt+ stuff. You can guess what it’s about. At the moment, it contains thirty pride month questions, which I obviously did not answer one a day. I want to continue this folder and I have some ideas, but would like to know if you guys have suggestions.
          Please remember that you are valid, no matter what, and unless your behavior makes me not, you are loved, at least by me.
          *inserts pride   flag emojis here*
          *and a peace sign too ☮️ ✌ *

Hey guys. I put down another mile stone today. When I woke up this morning, I was no longer 16. I made this Wattpad account when I was sixteen years old, I wrote everything on here when I was sixteen years old, read all this fanfiction when I was sixteen years old and I met a lot of beautiful people here, when I was sixteen years old. I’m so grateful for everything that came my way and everybody that crossed my path this year. Still, this year was very tough for me and I’m so glad it’s over. I always said to myself that life would be better and easier when I would turn seventeen and I can’t wait to start that part of my life. This is the start of a new year, of a new chapter in my life. 
          Happy seventeenth birthday to my dearest self. I love you Keke. You’re gonna rock this (, even if you’re not).

Now a bit of information about my state of being (I don’t know if those are the correct words but well...). I guess I’m doing quite alright. I was supposed to be offline until the beginning of June, and I probably will still be offline until then, but this month off I already had made me do a lot of thinking. I kinda feel like I should let you go, but I also realized that I can’t, as long as there are still unsolved matters in my online life, knowing that I will want to figure them out sooner or later. Maybe I will still leave my online life behind (or maybe I won’t), but if I were to do that, I want to leave in peace. Peace with you guys, peace between you guys, peace with myself. Because peace and happiness is all I’m ever looking for.
          Love from your funny, crazy, artistic fangirl Keke, your friend
          Aka The Believer #encouragingcommunication #asalways

Did I ever thank you for the twenty followers? I don’t think I did. So hereby, thank you all for following me.

I think I forgot to turn on the “announce to my followers button”, so please read my last message on this platform.

You can find a new poem of mine under my poetry map. It’s really sad. And true to the fullest extend, about myself yes. Life is not always happy, I’m not always happy. That’s okay, but I shouldn’t forget my own mental health. Please note that I wrote this poem Thursday last week, so the situation has changed, but yes I was in a really bad place at that time and this poem is directly written to a specific group of people. These people have seen the poem before so if you have not, it’s not directly written towards you. Also, this Monday I couldn’t handle it anymore so that’s when I dropped this bomb. And got hit in the face by another bomb. There, things are still rough and to the people whom this is about I want to ask this question:
          You say love me, but if you don’t love me for who I am, what do you love me for then?
          But with other things I’m doing rather okay and even a little happy (drum roll: I came out️‍), so yeah that’s that. Have a nice day, stay true to yourself and don’t forget that communication is key .

Hey guys! I published another poem yesterday. It’s called THE STRONGEST and I wrote it a little more than a week ago. I didn’t want to publish it at first, because this is something I didn’t write to write a poem, if you get what I mean. I wrote this because I needed that poem. I felt down that day and this poem was my way of coping with that. Yesterday I decided to publish it for anyone to see anyways, because I think it’s a good poem and I keep coming back to the message of it. Make sure to check it out, it might inspire you. Also, nobody can make me change my mind:
          I AM the strongest person I know

(imma change this slightly just for fun)
          BEEP BOOP!
          
          You have been booped! Boop 20 others and let chaos take over!!

You may know that I wrote some poems for my parabatai, a while ago and even though I might still continue doing that, I realized I needed a space for poems for and about myself as well, since I feel like it’s not right to post them in the same story as the ones for Marie and I really need poems to get my thoughts straight, although it’s more likely to get them gay, which would be great as well.
          
          Wow, that’s a really long sentence and I hope you understood. Please respect my feelings, since I think you should.

2020 is ending
          
          Post this on the message boards of those who made your 2020 extra special
          ✨❤️✨