sunnysingh06
Hii
ShazRilwan_00
@Tina_654 <3
ShazRilwan_00
@Tina_654 Hii dear.. I am really sorry to hear that.. I know that it might be tough for you, but please don't think that you are not strong.. you might not be like Thenushi but you are also strong.. isn't that why you have come so far through that hardship.. and also don't think that you are alone.. you might not have anyone closer to you but at least in this way you can connect with others dear.. Just be brave and strong.. time may be tough.. but it will turn better one day.. until that day comes keep on fighting with your demons to come forward in your life.. never forget to have a smile on your face and be strong even if you feel like breaking down.. and don't worry about your ex now dear.. your own prince charming would surely be waiting for his princess now.. until you find him keep loving yourself and be strong dear.. (Sending you a virtual hug by the way) <3<3
ShazRilwan_00
Hey.. Thank you for reading my book Drifted Apart and thank you so much for the votes as well.. hope you'll enjoy my writing <3 (:
Tina_654
@ShazRilwan_00 i actually need that hug ... Thank you so so much for understanding my feelings After my ex.... I'm never be sure about any person I don't want to leave my Amma in any condition if she loves me or not! In my heart I know I love her a lot... I didn't know how Thenu leave without her Amma! (You know I love Thenu more than myself) Take care of yourself too
Tina_654
@ShazRilwan_00 I too wanted some one from my side like uvindu but I'm so much unfortunate that I don't even have the relatives or cousins and friends too they knew about my situation as well but they never took a stand for me! You know my 1st love breakup with me for a very long time ago ! He was everything for me, i love him beyond my thoughts , i share all my scars with him... & In return he told me who are you for me.. you are the person whose parents don't love her, Her siblings and cousins have never given her the respect & do not even care about you.. so what do you think I'm the one who thinks about you, no I'm no one for you..... No one... And after this word he broke up with me... But that sentence still remained in my mind every time! Like an alarm clock and after that I never trust anyone.. And I became like Thenu .. My thathaa beat me today, and my Amma didn't even think to ask me for once to eat ... She already went to duty! And I'm still feeling very hungry! You know I love Amma ... That love didn't allow me to say and hear anything bad about Amma.. But I know that I'm an unfortunate one who will never receive a love from her parents ever ... 24 hr now and I haven't eaten anything but no one cares about me... Not even Amma She didn't talk to me! Thathaa already beat as per her demand because I was the one who stubborn & My neighbours came home to see the drama .... I'm the elder one in the family and my all younger siblings show me that thathaa beat me.... I don't know that they are happy or not but I felt ashamed to face them ...
Tina_654
@ShazRilwan_00 knows at least thenu thathaa never beat her .. but mine was always in fact today he beat me because I replied rudely to my achchi Amma ... You know like thenu who loves her Amma because of that she bears every problem! Even though I love my Amma so much for her i can do anything if she shows me some love ! But she hates me too... She always said that to thathaa to beat me ! & After the patience gets over he beat me... I'm not 26 years old like thenu but I'm 22 years old ! & My neighbours who always see me while thathaa beat me.. Actually I always get surprised to see Thenu.. how much patience she has! How can she bear everything since she was just a 6 year old baby ... Why I'm not like that one... Why I'm not that much good to my parents... Why can't I bear everything? Why don't I have that much patience like Thenu ... Yes, I have such all the questions in my mind after reading this!