Hi there! I've been gone for way too long and after thinking about it a whole lot, I've decided to cut off the dead weight bothering me. You see, whenever I felt like writing and I could literally feel the creativity flowing through me, just thinking about writing either of my stories made my cringe. It's not that I hate them, in fact the total opposite, but when I started writing them nearly 2 years ago, I jumped into them recklessly. Developing the plot or the characteristic features of my characters didn’t seem like anything important back then but now I see that it’s hard to work with something that requires so much editing. The other thing is that during those 2 years I have grown both as a writer and as a person and my views and interests changed a lot. Since both my stories are fanfics, I think it’s important that you like the band and now all about it. I used to be a Directioner, had a fangirl twitter and knew a lot about the boys but that changed. Yes, I’m still a fan but only in terms of their music, even that barely. My style changed and One Direction are now just a part of my younger years. I just don’t think it’s fair for either me and you guys that I give you chapters that lack any passion from my side. I mean sure, I could finish the stories but how could I possibly publish those sloppy chapters when I know I can write better then that and I didn't even enjoy writing it.
But to apologize in a way, I will be posting a quick summary of how the stories would have continued had I finished them. That will be up for a couple of days before I delete both of the stories. It’s hard to express all that I’m feeling right now in less than 2000 characters but I hope you understand at least a little. I’ve decided to move on as a writer and work on a proper project from head to toe and enjoy writing all over again just like I used to. That’s what’s important and that’s what I plan on focusing on. Thank you for the amazing experience! x
