@TinySweetHoneyBees
Hi! Thank you for putting Train of Life on your reading list - If you do ever get to reading it, likes and comments are appreciated. The second extension of it “House of Hope” is also up.
Sending you love and light
So, like I've been gone for like almost 2 weeks because I was in the hospital for trying to od and selfharm and shit. The thing is I didn't have school for that time I was there and i went to look at my assignments and I had fucking 36 missing assignments and I have 4 F's the lowest being 44.44% , so like I was stressing but then my mother and consoler or something had a meeting with all of my teachers. So guess what I don't have to make anything up or do semester test because like bruh the semiester ends in 2 weeks half of the reason I ended up in the hospital was because of fucking school. I also am getting kinda better I'm trying but like everything I every do it's gonna fail not even a fucking joke. I came back home 2 days ago and now I'm at school. I fucking come back today and like I honestly don't care but like either they didn''t know or they hate me because they didn't even look at me my fucking classmates lol but I guess I never talked to them. My fucking friends all went fuck you bitch and don't even talk to me anymore or act intressed when I talk to them so like what the fuck they didn't even probably notice I was gone for almost 2 weeks... welp my friends are so great I guess didn't even say anything to me when I said Hi to them they sounded mad so like uh... So when I got discharged They said they found signs of Autism so like I might have Autism so um I don't know what to do anymore. Well no one here even noticed that I was gone so I guess it's my fault :p
Guys i guess I'm alive which I'm kinda happy about i guess i was supposed to live I'll be fine you guys shouldn't worry
Guys i'm really sorry it had to come to this you guys are amazing but this is the end
I'm sorry for being selfish I'm sorry I'm disgusting I'm sorry for talking I'm sorry for being happy I'm sorry for being me....
I have no energy to cry do activities or to even care what people think about me anymore I'm tired of life I'm tired of living I'm tired of being me
hey guys I just wanted to say I'm sorry for not posting a new chapter in so long I'm thinking of starting to write it again but my life is at rock bottom and I'm not mentally stable enough to continue writing the story I'll try to get better but at this point I don't think it will be easy.
lately I'm just like hmm should I update...... Nawww I will do it later and I just go back to youtube and lay on my bad all day. but of course I have to be lazy Every day I then I end up never getting to it because of my laziness and school and also I have been busy and when I say that I'm just to lazy to do any thing sorry i will get the update out soon
I sometimes feel like I get motivated to do something
But when I go to do it im to lazy to do it
I'm tired it is 12:37 AM here who's up right now?