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I'm genuinely tired of everything, literally everything. People, people's voices, my body, walking, showering, eating, sleeping, staying awake, I don't wanna be alone. I want comfort, a person that's never gonna judge me when I'm not enough. "You are what you eat" yeah, you're a DICK. Shout out to my classmates. "Why are you so quiet? ☝️" I DON'T KNOW, MAYBE BECAUSE EVERYONE KEEPS AVOIDING ME, INCLUDING YOU??? USE YOUR BRAIN, WHY AM I AVOIDING PEOPLE?? I DON'T FEEL ENOUGH. I FEEL LIKE EVERYONE'S JUDGING ME ALL THE TIME. WHEN SOMEONE NEEDS HELP, I'M HERE, I CAN COMFORT THEM FOR GOURS, DAYS, WEEKS. BUT YOU DON'T EVEN BOTHER TO COMFORT ME. "Stop shouting!!" "You're too dramatic" DRAMATIC? YEAH NO SHIT BRO. I NEED HELP. YOU KNOW WHAT? I DON'T GIVE AN ABSOLUTE FUCK IF I'M MENTALLY INSANE OR NOT. YOU WILL NEBER ACT LIKE HOW ONLINE TREATS ME, I CAN BE MYSELF ONLINE. I JUST WANNA BE IN MY PHONE FOREVER, SORRY FOR BEING AN INTROVERT, IT WILL HAPPEN AGAIN. KILL YOURSELF, FUCK, FUCK YOU. YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND ME, I'M TIRED OF EXPLAINING HOW SICK I AM, I WANT TO THROW UP, LAY DOWN AND NEVER GET UP AGAIN. NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY, I'M ALWAYS THE ONE WHO MESSES UP, IMAGINE STARVING YOURSELF FOR DAYS, NOT FEELING ENOUGH, HAVING NO ONE TO TALK WITH.