also I get that you’re upset and there is nothing more i can do for you. I know that a lot of things are going bad in your life but I’m a constant and you need to remember that. Knowing that you are unhappy makes me feel like such a shitty friend because i almost always make things about me. I need a reality check because im a self centered bitch *hate that word* who needs someone who cares about her. And then i think about you. You’ve been there from day one. And i know I asked you to be my friend and I'm glad i did. I know i make things about me a lot. I don’t try to but Its hard for me to open up just know I won't ever stop trying to be your friend because I'm the bitch not you. just call me and talk to me if not message me or talk to me at school.
I miss you so much. I’ve been so disrespectful to you and i’ll always love you. I promise. If you can’t forgive me.. I’m sorry. with all my heart. I really wanna make things right with you. All the songs that we were obsessed with when we were bffs reminds me how much of a mistake it was to stop being friends.. And I really don’t want to just throw away all the memories and adventures we had for 2 years.. And the weeks that we didn’t talk were hell for me. i love you.f&a