Swikriti singh

Wattpad use to be my safe haven...my secret but as time passed by,I realised alot of my favourite writers are no longer active or have completely deactivated their account. As a reader this scared me, knowing how one day everyone would leave too. I have seen wattpad and the people around here grow and leave and it's heartbreaking but I never left. Unfortunately, during this pandemic,I had alot to think about and I realised that I'm just clinging on to wattpad as it reminds me of me whom I've lost. Maybe I've outgrown this phase too.
          And from 24th may, things just went south for me. I lost 4 people in my life to Corona virus in just a week. Hence I decided to withdraw myself from everything and everyone. The only reason why I'm writing this is because it feels good to just write my feelings, knowing that no one I personally know will read it ever.
          I had taken a break to clear my mind and get back to normalcy. The break did help but I've realised my coping mechanism is reading and enjoying the happiness that fanfics provide. I don't know what fate has in store for me but I hope I as well as other can get through this hell together.

@dimpletales he can stomp all over our hearts,behead us...and yet we'll scream 'long live king min yoongi' 
          I went a lil too overboard with this one

Dear my friend sounds like a very raw, straightforward version of 8 and spring day.
          
          
          
          
          Or maybe it's a completely different song and it's just my mind playing games with me (honestly I'm still jamming to those two songs while listening to the the king)

I really feel like changing my username. It's so 2013.
          But my ass is still attached to it because it reminds of my cringey moments. My obsession with JB, Shawn,Stiles,harry styles,1D, taylor,selena,harry potter, evanescence,GD,CL, Samsung phones, terrible plots with y/n being a damsel in distress 24/7, when 'after' was still a fanfic and people made posts and memes about it. I was a typical emo kid....like...I'm getting emotional but the whole Tumblr chica thing ain't me anymore.

So apparently according to some people depressed people don't talk about their depression,they don't ask for help and they definitely don't talk about it on SNS. If someone does that then they aren't depressed,they are doing it for attention. According to those same people a depressed person can CURE their depression by self healing and introspection.
          I had an argument with someone on YouTube and I swear to god I wanted to slap him/her into 18th century.

@dimpletales I'm replying after almost 1 month....lmao!sorry for being such a bad friend...I definitely don't deserve to be called a millennial  anyway! Being in quarantine still stucks but we gotta keep ourselves safe. How are you?

@dimpletales ikr

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Thank you so much for following me! I followed you back on my subaccount! 
          
          Drink loads of water to stay hydrated and stay out of the sun ♥️♥️♥️ Stay safe! 

Thanks for voting on my book uwu ❤