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Life never fails to surprise me. I know I shouldn't be surprised since I already had a hunch about what is going on, but every time I hear it, the butterflies in my stomach come alive.

Oh my gosh.... he said it. He said the 'L' word!!!! I'm freaking out. Water! I need water! I'm dying. Somebody take me to the hospital!!!! 

Sometimes I let out too much of my attraction towards others and get myself stuck in complicated situations I don't know how to get out of, yet I am not trying to find ways to get out of it. Why? Because the situation I'm in makes me happy. The situation isn't healthy for me, but I can't seem to ignore it. Gosh he is making me over think. *sighs* 

Ignore the last post. I haven't updated 'Inside the Mind of A Unicorn' yet. 

Little by little, pieces of who I used to disappears. At least that is all I have been hearing from my relatives for the past month.  {Continued on 'Inside the Mind of a Unicorn'} 

The more I push you away,  the more you pull me.  You are like a magnet, one I can't escape from.  You don't seem to mind and that surprises me. You are supposed to make me understand that you aren't mine and I should get my head out of my fantasies, but instead you purposely push me towards my fantasies. Why is that? And why am I so weak?  Why can't I ignore you and vice versa? Why? 

Life drowned me in pain and misery so many times.  

Things I say almost always have double meanings, so think about what I actually say to you.  

Don't ever think I need more
          I got the one to live for 
          No one else will do 
          And I'll love you
          Over and over again 
          ~Nathan Sykes