At this point I don't give a shit if I'm on the verge of becoming a diabetic or a life of suffering, I just want it to end, I just want to be gone. Not dead, just liven't.
i wish i could just ramble to someone for hours on end. i want real responses to my thoughts, not an exhausted "mm" "oh" or "i don't know". i want understanding. rather than listening.
bro i used to have a friend who first answered everything normal but then started answering everything I said exactly like that. it rlly was super upsetting until I had just got used to it I guess