Ghost

Huh, this bitch is *real* fucking old
          Well I guess here’s a life update
          Name: Wilbur (or ghost)
          Gender: Agender
          Pronouns: It/He/Ender/Void
          Sexuality: Gay (I like men and nby people)
          Current fandoms: Umbrella Academy (since 2021), Stranger things (newer addition), IT, Beetlejuice, NMBC, LOTR, Helluva boss, Hazbin Hotel, and The Marauders
          Current hair color: Bright fucking blue
          Aesthetics: Cyber punk, 80’s punk, goblincore, grunge of all varieties, your father on vacation, pastel bunny
          Relationship status: single as fuck
          Where you can find me: I exist on tiktok, discord, Pinterest, instagram, snap chat, and ao3. No I will not be telling anyone my users on any of those platforms.
          Anyways, ima go back to my fanfic, have the day you deserve!

I remember when i would play minecraft with my brothers, using the most stupid mods, them always splashing invisibility on my pets to annoy me. Us hiding in the back of our grandparent's house to play on a random world, us all slowly learning skills we loved and spending hours playing. going over to a friend's house, picking our favorite skins then getting mad when someone changed it. getting my first solo account. building sucky builds filled with tnt then blowing it all up. finding our first minecraft youtuber. pretending to be in a youtube video. then my oldest brother making his first youtube video, making new friends and joining his first server. then our other brother joined his first server, aspiring to be just like the oldest. me spending hours on solo worlds, making armies of dogs and weird water slides for mobs. spawning hundreds of sheep to get a special pink sheep. my brothers finding new friend groups and playing constantly. me having to beg them to play for even a minute with me. then they found new games, and grew up i just wanted to play with them but i was 'too boring' to play with cause i just wanted to mess around with my brothers and they wanted to find the most efficient Redstone or build complex mansions. now i barely talk to my oldest brother and the other just ignore me. I want those younger times back, so i can play with someone and not have to care about efficient mining or big bases. I want to download stupid mods and place every mob in a pit so they fight. i want to be okay again.

Hola to anyone who ever reads this
          
          I just wanted to share my experience as someone who pet regresses.
          So I only recently found out that i do pet regress but i've always kind of known it.
          I used to act as if i was a cat constantly while i was little, making dens in the living room and pretending my stuffed animals were my kits.
          Maybe a year or two ago, whenever little kids would come over i would offer to play foxes with them if i had no other options, i'd play mother to them while they were my fox kits. I've always had a bit of a connections to foxes in general. Let me explain.
          I have a very bouncy nature while standing or focused, hopping onto places i shouldn't be and climbing into small areas to hide, when i'm tired i'll curl into myself for warmth or hide away under blankets and sweaters, my natural reaction to happiness and serotonin is to squeak and bounce around happily, and for as long as i've known my favourite foods have always been berries and small foods. Even if i change my aesthetic often or find a new favourite thing my favour to foxes has always been there. I specifically love black foxes, I love their colouration and how they can  be so rare and so beautiful. 
          Age regression is regressing to a younger version of yourself, and innocent version not scarred by trauma and not plagued by anxiety. With impure regression there are unhappy feelings that can very much be anxiety and trauma.
          Pet regression is different, beings as, unless you believe in reincarnation, we aren't going back to some past form we're regressing down to our instincts, which can be incredibly freeing, everything is black and white when you only rely on your instincts. You get to be a simple animal version of your more complicated human self.
          A lot of people regress to cats, dogs, or bunnies since that's what they feel like most inside, there are others who regress to different animals like foxes, or birds, or even snakes if they feel like one. (probably gonna have a part 2)-