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ughhhh my boy doesn’t even wanna be my boy

i’m actually heartbroken by a boy who isn’t even mine

i have pages of stories 
          but i can’t call myself a writer

i’m so indecisive 

no, you can’t want me if you want someone else at the same time. you had to go and ruin everything. 

THIS HALLOWEEN WILL BE SO DIFFERENT FROM LAST ASDFGHJKL

i want to write you letters,
          but i don’t know what to say

the best feeling is the one of complete loneliness and betrayal from your best friends 

wowza. a whole year. 

v guess i have to do it myself