Tirititus

Anyone here to talk? Fell kinda lonely , actually, really unhappy rn :(

Tirititus

@StaRuby4 I do speak German perfectly, but somehow my brain mixes the right letters to wrong words? And my friends make fun of it as a joke, I know they don't do that to hurt me or something, just as a little joke yk. I do feel bad with this but I can't tell them bc they have fun and can laugh so... Yeah 
          	  
          	  Ty <3 
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StaRuby4

@Tirititus  Hey, first of all, it is NOT your fault. If you struggle with speaking simply because you are unfamiliar with the language, then that's okay. But if you can't speak despite knowing the language, then that's okay too, you know? If they make fun of you and don't understand, its because they're incapable of empathy and understanding. You don't have to lower your confidence or stop speaking because of them. If anything, speaking will help you get better. You don't have to give speeches, start with talking to people who don't make fun of you. And things will always get better. You can see a therapist too if it gets worse, or if nothing helps.
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Tirititus

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@JuicyDarling99 I feel like shit and don't know what to do. I feel empty. I also have problems with communication ,bc sometimes I swap letters in words and words in sentences, and my friends sometimes make fun about it :(  and I fear judgement so I just stopped talking. That's why I couldn't go to a Therapist. I'm so unhappy but without a reason. My brain tells me to stop craving for attention but I haven't told anyone in my life. I cry when it's quiet around me. I can't handle silence but also everything is too loud. Also I often have a Tinnitus . 
          	  
          	  Don't know what to do :( 
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maddzhaterr

hey, i’m all ears. You’re far from alone what’s up?

Tirititus

@maddzhaterr My bestie is already worried about me bc I seem unhappy ? But only she  sees bc she knows me the best? I‘m not downplaying my emotions. My head just tells me it’s not that important and there are worse things than just being unhappy for no reason. 
            You really helped me ty <3
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maddzhaterr

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holy shit i’m so bad at responding i truly apologize, but i doubt your unhappy for no reason because there’s always a VALID reason, no matter how big or small (im saying this because it sounds like your trying to downplay your emotions). why is it that you can’t tell to people who aren’t your friends? Also  i assure you that if your friends are genuinely your friends then they would help you get better.  You letting them in and allowing them to worry will strengthen your friendships and build a greater bond. A huge part of friendships being able to be there your their lows, and for them to do the same for you. <3 (i’m good btw!!)
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Tirititus

@maddzhaterr  hey, ty
            I just feel empty and alone. I‘m unhappy for no reason and I  definitely need help but I can‘t talk to ppl that aren’t my friends, and I can’t talk to my friends bc I don’t want them to be worried. Just need to talk to someone 
            How are you?
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ackhlysmisery

Im sorry you feel lonely, if you ever need someone to talk to im here, :3

ackhlysmisery

yayyy, that's good!!!! <3
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Tirititus

@ackhlysmisery thank you . I feel a bit better now <3 
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Tirititus

Anyone here to talk? Fell kinda lonely , actually, really unhappy rn :(

Tirititus

@StaRuby4 I do speak German perfectly, but somehow my brain mixes the right letters to wrong words? And my friends make fun of it as a joke, I know they don't do that to hurt me or something, just as a little joke yk. I do feel bad with this but I can't tell them bc they have fun and can laugh so... Yeah 
            
            Ty <3 
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StaRuby4

@Tirititus  Hey, first of all, it is NOT your fault. If you struggle with speaking simply because you are unfamiliar with the language, then that's okay. But if you can't speak despite knowing the language, then that's okay too, you know? If they make fun of you and don't understand, its because they're incapable of empathy and understanding. You don't have to lower your confidence or stop speaking because of them. If anything, speaking will help you get better. You don't have to give speeches, start with talking to people who don't make fun of you. And things will always get better. You can see a therapist too if it gets worse, or if nothing helps.
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Tirititus

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@JuicyDarling99 I feel like shit and don't know what to do. I feel empty. I also have problems with communication ,bc sometimes I swap letters in words and words in sentences, and my friends sometimes make fun about it :(  and I fear judgement so I just stopped talking. That's why I couldn't go to a Therapist. I'm so unhappy but without a reason. My brain tells me to stop craving for attention but I haven't told anyone in my life. I cry when it's quiet around me. I can't handle silence but also everything is too loud. Also I often have a Tinnitus . 
            
            Don't know what to do :( 
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