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Yo! 
          
          So While procrastinating writing chapters for published stories (honestly someone just force me to write new chapters), I've been writing a James fic. Well, it's probably gonna turn into a short story (I'm lazy, okay?) so does anyone wanna read a James fanfic? I think I'll be done in the next day or so 
          
          Stay gold, 
          
          ~Em 

TO THE LIL SHIT THAT I FOLLOW WHO KEEPS VOTING ON GREEN DAY FICS, 
          
          YOU'RE RUINING MY LIFE. IM NOT EVEN A HUGE GREEN DAY FAN BUT NOW IVE READ THREE REALLY GOOD FICS AND I WANT MORE. 
          
          

Lowkey gonna start posting chapters from Stutter again cause ya girl finally got off her ass... it's only been like nine months since I started the re-write... 
          
          Y'all better love me for this 
          
          Stay gold, 
          
          ~Em

Hey, hey, hey, 
          
          So I published a prologue for an Alex Greenwald fanfic. 
          
          It's called From This Day On. 
          
          If y'all like it, let me know and I'll continue it in the near future. 
          
          Stay gold, 
          ~Em. 

Shout out to the humans who've been reading since the beginning of MHIO. Y'all are he ones who are probably gonna know what I'm talking about right now. 
          
          So if I edit and finish Stutter (ya know, that Matt fanfic that I took down awhile ago) would anyone actually read it? 
          

Throwback to like last year when Maroon 5 still had fans... 
          
          Seriously though, I feel like so many people have left the fandom this year. It's kind weird. 
          
          WHERE DID YALL GO??? I MISS YOU! COME BACK! 

THIS IS ME AVOIDING WRITING THE LATEST CHAPTER OF DOn'T LET ME BE GONE. HOLY CRAP A LOT OF STUFF GOES DOWN. YALL ARE GONNA LOVE ME, THEN HATE ME, THEN HOPEFULLY LOVE ME AGAIN. I LOVE YOU ALL!! 
          -Em

Okay so I wasn't gonna do this, but now I am so there's no turning back. 
          
          I've been going back and forth for the last couple weeks on what to do about my writers block. Before this decision I have five books that are published but unfinished. (Don't Let Me Be Gone, To Her, With Love, Losing My Mind, I Don't Mind and The Man Who Never Lied) after this post both I Don't Mind and The Man who Never Lied will go on hold. 
          
          I didn't want to do this, I really enjoy writing about Sam and Matt, but I don't have my ideas together for those books. I don't want to ruin them because I like what I've started. 
          
          I want to go back and fully edit My Heart Is Open and Story. Y'all know some major editing has to happen. There are so many inconsistencies in all my stories, so I'm going to be editing all of them in the long run. 
          
          I haven't published much lately, but I promise you that I'm always writing. I have so many drafts with three+ chapters written. There's one that I've put most of my attention on lately. (It's working title is Somewhere In America and it's a Maroon 5 fanfic) if you want, I can post the little blurb for it. 
          
          I haven't found a lot of writing time lately. I've dropped out of high school due to my anxiety and I'll be starting online school soon. I just recently got a job- I'm running the Twitter account for my favorite brand on twitter (@NoahWintersUK if y'all wanna check it out).  But I'm gonna try to get some chapters up this week. 
          
          You guys are the best, thank you to those of you that have stuck around since MHIO. It really means the world that you guys read my shitty writing. I love you all. 
          
          Stay gold, 
          -Em.

Guys, I'm here to apologize for my lack of updates for the past month. School has been hell and my life is a giant mess at the moment. I'm going to be completely honest with you and say that there was a point where I considered deleting everything and never writing again. But I can't bring myself to do that. So I promise I won't. And I'm going to try and update very soon but don't hold me to it. 
          I love you guys, Stay gold.
          -Em

hello love!
          I hope you enjoy my Beatles preferences!
          have a lovely day! :)