Hey people. i know a lot of you won't even read this but I'm ganna type it anyways. I've been depressed for three years now and i just can't find an escape. i try helping people, i tell them that they shouldn't be upset and cheer them  up and i don't even know how to make myself happy. but then again, happiness doesn't exist. and neither does love.but if anyone needs help, with anything at all,  i promise I'll try to help. the thing i most hate in the world would be people joking about suicide or depression or self harm.  i hate people that pretend to be depressed for attention.it's all stupid Just  Like  life .