Toadlad
I am returned to this dark place, a changed man, but seeking the same fruits.
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N-worb
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HOW LONG HAS THERE BEEN DARK MODE?
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Traps are hot don't @ me
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People on Wattpad be wildin jesus christ
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Okay, 3, 2, 1, let's jam.
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Lmao, I left my phone open on the counter at my dad's house while I went outside to go do something and when I came back realized I left it open on some gay shit and my dad was in there so I'm 99% sure my dad knows I'm gay now.
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Oh my god I'm so tired of the people on this god forsaken planet. It's like like almost no one has any common decency anymore. Everyone grows up in there own little bubble and if seen like them or don't like the same things as them you can't get along and very seldom do I see anyone be able to get along with someone who isn't a yes man at all times and that needs to fucking change, people need to realize that not everyone thinks like them and honestly if you act like this you are the scum of this fucking earth, fuck you.
Sincerely, Toadlad
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To anyone who saw my previous message I apologise, recently I have been in a pretty bad mental state and have been really struggling with quarantine as it leaves me stuck in my own head all day. As a result I tend to overthink things and get emotional very easily. I am sorry to anyone who I scared with my previous messages. Although what I said about my father is true I realize that there are people who care about me no matter how small I feel, even if my father doesn't. If anyone sees this message know that you aren't alone and if you need someone to talk to I will always be here and that there are services that can help you without judgement. Again I sincerely apologise to anyone I scared with my messages.
_Flower_Gay_
@Toadlad the appreciation goes both ways. I’m still not quite used to getting thanks for helping people out, so I started tearing up a little while reading that. again, even though we haven’t talked in forever, im thankful to have good memories coming from the worst 2 years of my entire life. thank you for that.
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@_Flower_Gay_ Hey just want to let you know how thankful I am of you, you might not have actually done anything but you're initial response really put things into perspective for me. Because coming on this app in the first place was kind of the last resort, and you saw the messages. I was not stable. And I wasn't expecting anyone to reply to it. And for that I thank you once again for unknowingly helping me out of a horrible situation.
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always remember to consider your mental state before you help others. while it may be tempting to push your own baggage down, it’ll only end up with you hurt in the end. I really hope you can get the help you need. even though I haven’t talked to you in forever, I still have good memories coming from a bad point in time with you, weird as it may sound. you’re appreciated, remember that :)
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Wish seeing a therapist wasn't so expensive.