I am a diaper lover. That means, adult diapers are a fetish for me. I don't know why I feel that way for diapers and when exactly it started. Because I am both ashamed and exited for my feelings at the same time, I have to think about it over and over again. Writing down my thoughts helps me to get used to my second secret self. Here, I would like to share my thoughts with you. 

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