ToddJason9075

My power went out Friday at 8:30 Am. We didn’t get it back until today at 2:00 PM. I still don’t have WiFi so if anyone’s messaged me I can’t look yet. I’m barely able to type this post. I’m hoping it’ll come back tomorrow. But I’m glad I at least have water and light back.

This is just sick. People in my area are posting pictures of their guns saying don’t go to so and so elementary/high school tomorrow. There’s even a picture someone posted of I guess a hit list of multiple high schools and elementary schools in my area. It’s just disgusting. I don’t know who it is posting all of these but they are sick.

Rest in peace James Earl Jones. You were my childhood and one of the best actors out there.

Oh thank God. They accidentally mixed up my lab results with someone else’s, so I’m good! If they didn’t and it was my results I would have had to been checked for tumors in my chest and abdomen and hope it wasn’t cancer. The blood test they gave me would make sense if I was pregnant, but I’m not so it was very weird and bad. I am so happy right now it was all mixed up. I guess I did get a pregnant lady’s results.

Hey yall. I’m just asking for prayer requests right now. I’m not going to go into detail as it’s not certain yet, but if my results come back the same then it’s pretty serious. I’m just hoping my blood work got mixed up. If not then I’m scared.

Sorry  if anyone saw my last announcement. I’m doing a little better now

I’m starting to get a little worried. I have had my period since April. I know Stress can cause you to miss it, but still. If I don’t start in a few days then I’m going to start panicking. Also I know for a fact I’m not pregnant and I’m not on birth control or any medicine at all so yeah

I need some help y’all. I think I might have PMDD but I don’t know. Almost every time I’m nearing my period I get super mad at everyone and depressed. Really depressed. I thought I was getting better but this time I’m nearing and I had a breakdown feeling like everyone was just better off without me and that it would make everyone happier if I was just dead. I don’t have the intent to kill my self but I just feel like everyone would be happy if I did. And this happens almost every other month near my period and I just don’t know what to do. I was having intrusive thoughts about how to do it but I don’t really have it in me to do it and I know I don’t mean any of these thoughts. I don’t mean them at all. But it’s just moments where it feels like everything is hopeless. But I just don’t know what to do. I can’t keep this up every other month every time near my period. I tried to mention it to my old therapist but she just laughed me off and said everyone gets that way near their period. But I know that’s not true. My sisters nor my mom get like that but my therapist laughed me off.m saying everyone does. So I don’t know. I know antidepressants should help with my depression but I haven’t found one yet that works for me without it giving me a seizure. I’ve gone through almost every antidepressant there is. I just need help. Im not like this all the time. It’s literally just a few days before my period this happens and todays is worse than most.

Heya. How do I message you privately? It's been ages since I opened wattpad.

I need some help. I recently had a mouse in my basement and it went everywhere. Well I had some electronics down there and some discs for the Wii and Xbox 360. How do I clean it without damaging it? I had controllers, Discs, a game pad, equipment for garage band (guitar and drums), a Xbox 360, and a Wii U. My mom said rubbing alcohol won’t work against all the diseases from the mice. If only knows how to clean those without damaging them please let me know!