Hey guys........
So things have been going on lately. I've never really been good with words (in real life, its easier when im typing it), so I decided to tell.
Lately I've been feeling really sad about mostly everything, I think I may have depression but I'm not sure. Its not that I have a bad life or anything. But still. I feel like I'm alone sometimes. I mean normally I like to be alone, since I have 5 siblings (4 of them being younger), but lately its been different. Its like no one cares, like my parents like my siblings more then they like me.
I keep telling myself its not true, but..... Idk.
I've also been having a lot of anxiety, and random panic attacks.
Like I'll be just standing in my living room or something, then randomly I'll get like really bad anxiety.
Being a part of such a big family its normally pretty loud. But in full honesty, I hate loud noises, when it is loud its like over whelming, or something I don't realy know how to explain it tbh.
I want to tell someone, but I don't really know how, I haven't told anyone about this. Not even my parents or my best friends. If one of my real life friends see this, I'm sorry for not telling you.
I just dont know what to do.