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ig this got deleted last time so imma vent again cuz i can. 
          ik this is really childish and stupid so you dont have to read it. sooo at school ive always been feeling left out be it in conversations or holiday plans. i guess its because im too 'loud'  and 'annoying' as i get called. anyways, one day my friend, lets call her F, so F is watching something on her phone and i go up to her and ask her what shes watching, and she acts like i ask her for a rude thing cuz she pushes me away and says, 'youre so annoying, go away. you keep on following me everywhere but nobody wants you here.' so i just go away. and this happens multiple times, like one time, i was talking with another friend, lets call her C, and were having a conversation about god knows what then F comes over just stands there and listens to our conversation for a few seconds, then tells me, ' you do know that nobody likes you and youre just annoying when you go to everyone.' and interrupts my conversation with C and starts talking to her. so i leave again. and im tired of it. if youve come this far, tysm for taking your time to read this stupid rant <3
          anyways, i feel like even if i just left school or stopped talking noone would notice because its not like i get included in conversations at all. like this is ruining my mental health cuz ive always looked forward to school but now im dreading going back on monday. also people are so rude for no reason like random people will just call me 'fat' and 'ugly' all the time and i dont know whether theyre serious or not. also i hate it when i get online friends and then i introduce the to my irl friends then they get close for a few days and leave me behind. then i find out a week later that they stopped talking and my connection with my online friend is lost so ive just stopped trying to make friends. thats all. bye <3

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