Tofuu-chann

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GIRL PLEASE WHAT THE FUCK??? Okay, okay, ummm…. 
          	
          	so uh, this really shows me that I would not be surviving any form of natural disaster- because somebody tell me how I came across this person live-streaming a FUCKING VOLCANIC IRRUPTION SOMEWHERE IN HAWAII AND THESE BITCHES ARE JUST CALM AND COLLECTED??
          	
          	
          	GIRL DOES THIS HAPPEN ON A DAILY BASIS?? WHY TF DO YOU LIVE CLOSE BY A VOLCANO WILLINGLY??? BITCH THAT LAVA WAS MASSIVE-
          	
          	THOSE ALARMS??? BLARING??? Pretty sure that’s a sign that you get a move on. ALSO WTF YOU MEAN THE HOUSES ARE GOING TO BE OKAY?? GIRL I’M ASKING IF YOUR GONNA BE OKAY-
          	
          	Also, that air?? The amount of shit I could visibly see- girl, how tf are you BREATHIN???

NormalToasterLover

@Tofuu-chann Active volcano islanders and people in general are just built different, all they know to survive this is to just sacrifice a pig or something to appease the volcano god and they’re fine
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Hrts4Bears

@Tofuu-chann try living like that, but w tornados in Texas
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Tofuu-chann

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GIRL PLEASE WHAT THE FUCK??? Okay, okay, ummm…. 
          
          so uh, this really shows me that I would not be surviving any form of natural disaster- because somebody tell me how I came across this person live-streaming a FUCKING VOLCANIC IRRUPTION SOMEWHERE IN HAWAII AND THESE BITCHES ARE JUST CALM AND COLLECTED??
          
          
          GIRL DOES THIS HAPPEN ON A DAILY BASIS?? WHY TF DO YOU LIVE CLOSE BY A VOLCANO WILLINGLY??? BITCH THAT LAVA WAS MASSIVE-
          
          THOSE ALARMS??? BLARING??? Pretty sure that’s a sign that you get a move on. ALSO WTF YOU MEAN THE HOUSES ARE GOING TO BE OKAY?? GIRL I’M ASKING IF YOUR GONNA BE OKAY-
          
          Also, that air?? The amount of shit I could visibly see- girl, how tf are you BREATHIN???

NormalToasterLover

@Tofuu-chann Active volcano islanders and people in general are just built different, all they know to survive this is to just sacrifice a pig or something to appease the volcano god and they’re fine
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Hrts4Bears

@Tofuu-chann try living like that, but w tornados in Texas
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-Asa_No_Y0ru-

ᶻz ◜SO MY SWEET, SWEET NIKKI... GUESS WHAT?? MY ANGEL WAS DISCHARGED FROM THE HOSPITAL!!!
          
          *Insert ugly ahhh happy tears here* T^T
          
          And okay, so I told him I’m doing a countdown, but I didn’t tell him why... Hehe. It’s for 22nd Jan... and like, it’s A MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!
          
          You’re probably sitting there like, “Why is Asa telling me this?” BUT LISTEN, I’M JUST YAPPING TO SOMEONE I LOVE WHO GETS ME. I understand if you don’t reply,,, NO PRESSURE, HEHE! :)
          
          Anyway, back to my point: IT'S THE DAY EVERYTHING CHANGED. The day the flirting got exposed as "not-very-platonic" and Angel fell first, but I FELL HARDER. And like, he doesn’t know this yet, but lmfao... I ACTUALLY READ ALL OF HIS SIDE RANTS ABOUT ME BEFORE HE CONFESSED. They were freaking adorable, wtf... Oh, and he actually got jealous of Kuya talking to me at some point because y'know how I treat him like a lover at times... ehe... ANGEL IS JUST ADORABLE, I WANNA EAT HIM UP... BITE HIM AND ALL... 
          
          WHY AM I YAPPING ANYWAY?? HOLY CRAP. Okay, so what I’m saying is, I want to surprise him because I remember the day it all started, and I want to make it special. I’m thinking of writing a message book for him... but I NEED YOUR ADVICE.
          
          You’re like, the ultimate pro at this, Nikki. I STILL KEEP THE BOOKS YOU MADE ABOUT ME IN MY LIBRARY. I REREAD THEM, OKAY? So, please, give me your thoughts, POOKIE. Help me make this amazing for him.
          
          Also, just so you know: I LOVE YOU. END OF STORY >:) 

Tofuu-chann

Although i'm pretty sure neither of you probably have done face reveals - and if you have to one another, beautiful!!! but either way, only if you are BOTH comfortable (consent is key) then you could video call and ramble about some things. Show off anything you made, perhaps make some crafts together?
            
            speaking of crafting: CRAFTS!! you could make things that are for them, but for obvious reasons you keep safely around your bedroom. or, at some point within the day (or upcoming towards the day) you could ask them if they have any art supplies and would be willing to try make something (not too advanced, it could be paper flowers or something!)
            
            and the two of you could send the results to each other privately or post them on wp (so we can envy the perfect relationship /j..kinda-/j)
            
            
            [sorry, i'm a large hopeless romantic, but your girl hasn't dated anyone for the entire seventeen years of breathing. I don't know if any of this is GOOD advice or just.. idk TT hopefully it can at least spark something?]
            
            @-Asa_No_Y0ru-
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Tofuu-chann

memory, care, and background mean a LOT [to some people].
            
            while on your little count down, i feel like it would be adorable to do things like. "Day ___" followed by a compliment. But not, "day one, day two," etc. count DOWN. it'll be more entertaining and dramatic that way - gotta have fun while romantic as hell, right?
            
            
            
            Now, while this isn't exactly for the event or anything. If they're willing to get an app or so (and is able to) then you could both get cute apps that allow you to do things together! I'm not sure the exact names, but there's one that allows two people (you both) to care for either a cat or a dog together. Then there's one that let's you both have a widget on your phone, you can switch an image on that, and it would appear on his phone. - they make one for you, and it would appear on your phone.
            
            small, "childish", things but the little things really do count. [if either of you could get things on a PC or laptop - steam, you could both get some multiplayer games and play together too. Wholesome things, stressful things, etc. etc.] it's just fun and sweet yk?
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Tofuu-chann

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but within a story-based form. Personally, these would hold much more of a closer feel to the day i think. And it would just make things so much more happier i feel.
            
            you're an incredible artist, perhaps you could make some cute little doodles? perhaps the two of you within different fandoms/worlds, like an "in every universe, i would choose you." sort of image.  [i would suggest using fandoms the two of you are into and bond over more if you go with that, and to just go crazy with the 'world' part - idk what i exactly mean by it either, but i hope you can get a grasp?]
            
            and, i know i say this like.. a LOT to the majority of the people i know. But playlists. It may just be an extremely personally part of my life, but i would literally get on my knees and propose to whoever created a playlist for me [with the intent of it having a bigger meaning other than general playlists, yk?]
            
            again, again, no need to take this one too seriously or even as a possibility lol. But i feel like if you listened to some songs, and i mean songs that make you think of him, and cause your imagination to go wild for whichever reason. 
            
            It's largely miscommunicated when i tell people this - but like, i don't mean a simple "thought of you while listening to ____." just in general. but the kind of thinking that's like... yk.. just, STRONG and has a meaning??? i'm bad at explaining this sm.
            
            Like, for a [platonic, in my case] instance - whenever i listen to the song; 'It's raining tocos.' i usually think of my old days on Roblox, HOWEVER after meeting one of my oldest friends,, whenever i listen to the song all i hear is them singing it to annoy me on a daily basis. How we sang it for a school event. The amount of times we played roblox.
            
            it's small, obviously, i don't have much interesting things to share. But it's the fact that i remember that shit that was happened in the years 2015-2018. sure, this example was YEARS ago. but the point is, having a playlist based on songs with that strong
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-bxrnt_

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ᶻz ◜NIKKI!!! LISTEN UP, OKAY?? YOUR TASTE IN MUSIC IS SO IMMACULATE, IT SHOULD BE ILLEGAL!! D:< LIKE, HOW DO YOU KEEP WINNING LIKE THIS?? HEHEHE. I SWEAR, EVERY TIME I TALK TO YOU, I FEEL LIKE I DID THE NIKKI FROM MY BOOK SO DIRTY… HELP ME. I NEED TO MAKE HER AS PERFECT AS YOU ARE.
          
          But seriously, I was vibing to those playlists again, and it just hit me: NIKKI, YOU'RE TOO ICONIC. And guess what?? ANGEL LOVED IT. LIKE, HOLY SHIT,,, HE LOVED IT SO MUCH, HE MADE A WHOLE APPRECIATION POST ABOUT ME RIGHT AFTER I GAVE HIM THE LINK. IT WAS SO CUTE, I ALMOST DIED. So, THANK YOU. THANK YOU, YOU ABSOLUTE LEGEND. I LOVE YOU, WHAT.
          
          Also, JAY AS A COMFORT YOUTUBER??? YES. SAME. I LOVE HIM. HIS VIDEOS OWN MY SOUL. AND THE STORAGE PROBLEM?? T^T I FEEL YOU. LIKE, HOW DO WE LIVE LIKE THIS? I HAD IT UNTIL I GOT A PHONE WITH A DECENT STORAGE, AND IT STILL CAN’T HANDLE GENSHIN, LET ALONE LOVE AND DEEPSPACE BECAUSE IT SAYS IT ISN'T COMPATIBLE WITH MY DEVICE??? I NEED SYLUS IN MY LIFE. I DON’T CARE ABOUT THE FEM MC; GIVE ME MY MAN. WHY IS LIFE LIKE THIS?? UGH.
          
          Anyway, let’s circle back to YOU, MISS/MRS/MX AMAZINGLY TALENTED NIKKI. YOUR NEW BOOK COVER?? GORGEOUS. STUNNING. I’M OBSESSED. YOUR EDITING SKILLS?? CHEF’S KISS TO DIE FOR. YOU’RE JUST OUT HERE SLAYING IN EVERY CATEGORY, AND I’M OVER HERE LIKE, “WOW, NIKKI REALLY IS THAT PERSON.” ALSO, WHY DID “A MILLION WAYS TO DIE” JUST START PLAYING IN MY HEAD RANDOMLY? T-T
          
          OKAY, I’M DONE RAMBLING NOW. BUT FOR REAL, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOU TALENTED GENIUS. NEVER FORGET HOW INCREDIBLE YOU ARE!!! <3333
          
          (I got so excited I didn't notice I used all caps... TᴖT)

Tofuu-chann

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@-bxrnt_ EHHEHEHE YOU'RE SO FUCKING WELCOME >:3 I'M GLAD IT ALL WENT PERFECTLYYYY!!! >O< y'all deserve the world istg. no jokes at all- like what TT
            
            ALSO YES OMFGGG JAY FOR LIFE>>>> HE'S SO SBFGBGV ADORABLE AND FUNNY- ughhh
            
            T_T i'm too broke to get a new phone. i'm going to get an android for sure when i do though (i've been stuck with this iphone for a while, and i miss using an android. they usually have more space too T^T)
            
            SHBDHD OKAY- i can handle Honkai Star-rail on my phone : until i go into an area and it needs more space.. i deleted the game after a week or so. I LUCKILY uwu have Genshin on my pc though, works like a charm ehheheh
            
            HSBGDV HEHEH THANK YOUUUU >< BUT ALSO HELP- NUH UH, You're literally the bestest person in the world. i would happily get rid of Glitter and my duck collection just to exist in the same world as you [...btw.. um.. i have too much of a collection- i need help TT]
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Tofuu-chann

T3T y’all if any of my comfort YouTubers end up as shitty people consider my ass deceased ong 
          
          SPEAKING of comfort YouTubers, I’m honestly surprised a bunch of mine have stayed my comfort YouTubers since childhood. (Jay, Markiplier, Dawko, EVERYONE that is apart of LDshadowlady’s friend group. Samgladiator, etc. etc.)
          
           

EEeRRrOr

@Tofuu-chann Markiplier is amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ૮꒰˶ฅ́˘ฅ̀˶꒱ა ❤
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Tofuu-chann

Y'all, list your (favourite) books of mine that you would like to see updated before next month and i'll put them all at the very top of my list :]
          
          (around like four? i have a lot T3T)

EEeRRrOr

@Tofuu-chann Have fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ૮꒰˶ฅ́˘ฅ̀˶꒱ა ❤
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Raemon_Shirogami

@Tofuu-chann || I'm searching desperately for a "wishful hope" chapter and I can't see it....
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Tofuu-chann

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yk what. fuck what i said about "quitting." i won't be online as much, but i probably won't quit for real. I've done so for the day, testing how it would be and shit and uh. i'd rather have a space where i can come to and take away my IRL life. 
          
          also small rant: holy shit my dad is an piece of work. Like, he's yelling at me about his game "glitching" (controlling his character - which btw is due to his controller being so fucked up because of his anger problems; i would know. happens to me a lot in general), like it's my damn fault.
          
          all the time he's always yapping on and on about how he doesn't like the game because it's full of "cheaters" (every player according to him), Bots, and is just shit in general. Yet every time i tell him, "then just delete the game, moron." he slaps me and just gets all pissy again- like???
          
          bitch please. i have serious anger problems, but at least i can quit and delete a game if i hate it THAT much. Additionally, if he really wanted to, he could just cheat back (i bet he would still lose) rather than throwing death threats, homophobic, transphobic, racist and Abilest remarks.
          
          like. if it were me having to choose between my grandma and him, i would choose my grandma (and she sucks). Like, his arguement to saying the majoirty of those this are. "Well you're gay and disabled, so therefore *i* can say that." like-
          
          no? mf if anything you should be saying nicer things than putting us all down just because you're losing at COD. wtf? and what's the excuse for being racist?? "oh, well i had a ____ friend once so it gives me a pass"?? excuse me??
          
          i have friends of all races, yet with a gun to my head i would rather that trigger be pulled then say anything (being a bit dramatic, but you get my point). And even if you did at ONE POINT have this friend, you don't anymore. and you're not talking to THEM in that "friendly fire" way are you? :/
          
          
          anyway, i just can't stand having to listen to him for the rest of my life with NO way out of it.

EEeRRrOr

@Tofuu-chann I hope things get better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ૮꒰˶ฅ́˘ฅ̀˶꒱ა ❤
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Hrts4Bears

@Tofuu-chann Bro ur dad can grow a pear and realize there's more to life than some video game. Especially if you're gna bother having custody of someone ☠️
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UltimateShipp3r

@Tofuu-chann That's good that you're not quitting!! :333 But on another note I'm so sorry that your father acts like that to you. He's a shitty person. And you have a valid reason for being mad at someone like that. I'm sorry that you have to deal with him :(. You can always talk to me if you want to and I'm here for you! And thank you for trusting us with this information!
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omoji_iii

Hello Nichole! It’s been a while since we’ve talked <33 (also,I love your bio! It’s very organized,and funny how my description is “ᴛᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ʙʟɪɴᴋ” ,considering I’m into alien stage rn and one of my fav songs from it is blink gone ^^)

omoji_iii

@Tofuu-chann btw if you’d like I could send you the link of my fav ivantill fanfics from time to time (cuz I don’t wanna bother you too much-) but unfortunately most of them are smut since…I’m like that :’)
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omoji_iii

@Tofuu-chann  oh well I hope your stress gets better,I know it can be hard :(! I wish all my love for you <33333
            
            AND SORRY MOST OF THE FANFICS IK ARE ON AO3 :(((((( BUT I SAW A GOOD IVANTILL FIC HERE SO IF I FIND IT ILL TAG U IN IT! (It has smut tho)
            
            YIPPEE I CANT TELL YOU HOW HAPPY I AM TO HAVE A FRIEND WHO LIKES ALNST HERE DHEIJDNQIJNDIJE
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Tofuu-chann

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@omoji_iii T3T i knowwww, I’ve been too uh stressed with some weird shit in my head. I’m pretty good though as well!!
            
            AND HELL YES I DOOOO >< YOU HAVE TO TAG ME IN FANFICS OMFG I CAN’T FIND ANY ONES THAT ARE ACTUALLY BEUNG WRITTEN *cries* 
            
            AND NO YOUR SO FUCKING REAL T-T IT’S AN ADDICTION AT THIS POINT
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