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Just today i found out that my friends have a groupchat that i'm not a part of and as far as im aware most of my friends are there while im not and when I once wanted to as a joke see what they were writing they hid there Phone as if I wanted to steal said phone . Im not really sure what to think about it should i just stop being friends with them or confront them about it . And also when I called one of them she acussed me of destroying her earphones and I dont know if she was joking or was she serious  

Just few minutes ago there was an asebmbly thingy and a grup of 4 graders  they are like 16 yo where Reading something about like poets and shit and one of the girls there was so fucking cute like im dead serious she was  gorgeous and I asked my friends and they were also like she's so pretty , her voice did not match her at all like her voice was so Soft 

IM A SIMP
          so my gf once (1x)told me that I look good with my hair down(it was on friday) i today i curled my hair slightly and other than on P.E. my hair will be down (sorry if its unreadeble i bearly slept )

Im tweaking because it just so happens to be one of my more germophobic days and I didn't bring my Sand hanitizer 1 

My girlfriend is going to meet up with her ex bsfs and im worried for her bcz they treated her very poorly when they were still friends and part of me wishes that it's a prank and that  they won't show up and ghost her bcz i dont want to see my girlfriend heartbroken once again bcz of them 

My head is THROBBING at least im going to sleep but still the worst part is that we dont have any painkillers so I could at least drug myself up (im just joking dont do drugs kids)

My emetophobia is just getting worse today at biology we were talking 'bout gagging reflex and I almost trew up

In my school in one of the 3 buildings there in a sofa and today its gone and since my friends are not yet at school i sent them a pic of the missing sofa and now they are gaslighting me that there was no sofa in the first place 

I've just remebered when at my middle school graduation there was a photobooth where you could've taken a picture with your friends and after taking a picture with one of my friends i wanted to take pics with my (i supouse no longer) Best friend but she was talking to someone and I didn't realise so i taped her shoulder and than she yelled at me to the point that i think everyone within 10 m radius heard her and I was so close to crying but since i didnt want to be portrayed as a crybaby I held in my tears and my other friend asked me to take the photo with me the worst part? my parents or her i dont remember drove us to our respective homes so as you can imagine it was quite an awkward ride home . 

I once again went on a date with my gf and I saw 2 of my friends and we went to arcade and won 2 gummy worms and 2 kuromi keychains and im so happy ((: