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i hope you're doing well, and stay safe :)

Eyo any of my old mutuals reading this? How've you been?

Thought I'd make that post because I personally feel like I owe somebody an explaination that doesn't deserve one. But listen up, here goes shit.
          
          Some of you might used to know me under the aliases Rin or Alurid. You might roll your eyes over the fact that I go by yet another alias by now but sadly, this has different reasons than just not identifying with shit anymore. Though, the word "identity" is a breaking point of this.
          
          Basically, what even happened here?
          
          I vanished for a fair amount of time due to different reasons. One of them being the fact that I had been taken to a specialist over some things by my beloved dad. Said therapist ended up diagnosing me with a fair amount of stuff that also includes Dissociative Identity disorder, which some of you might also know under the name
          multiple personality disorder.
          
          This basically means that this account has been used by several personalities back then. Two of them being Rin and Alurid.
          Alurid being the main one to use it. Alurid speaks/spoke of themself in 3rd person which might seems familiar to you. Alurid has had a habit of being overly suicidal over little things because they hold immense trauma from our childhood.
          Rin, in the meantime, is a protector and occasionally might've come off rude sharp or harsh to some.
          
          Back then, we had no idea abour our condition and we also didn't know how to handle ourselves properly.
          
          And in the names of each of us, I would like to apologise to everyone we have impacted in a negative way, hurt and worse.
          It is something we had no control ovwr due to obliviousity and unfortunate circumstances along with also not being in proper treatment.
          
          Alurid, as of now, cannot speak up about anything due to dormacy.
          Rin sees herself as in the right over most of the things she has said to people "in order to protect us".
          
          Yet, it is nothing I, as the host and person of somewhat authority condone and think of high.
          
          Therefore, my sincerest apologies.

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Hi there 

Twf your 500+ follower acc just got deleted. For no reason.
          
          It's not only the followers.
          It's basically just. Everything.
          
          My whole history. Everything. All the stories, the drafts, chats.
          
          Wtf.
          
          Thanks to you, @wattpad