Ryo

wtf is a window?

im a queer.

wait listen listen it takes 0$ to kill yourself but getting a therapist is like what 100 fucking dollars or something?

you know i used to be his little princess to.

i just hope nobody sees me the way i see myself.

oh god i knew about this in the morning and i know Technoblade is dead and ive been sad for the whole fucking day once i feel happy i remember it again and it just fucking sucks.
          hope you take gods kingdom techno.

LMAO i just wanted someone i can tell my problems to and actually acknowledge that im not fine. but like that'll ever happen lol.

Do i have to be a starving african kid to win your love mom..?

Vent:
          
          im losing interest in people and things i like i can go watch the most important ppl in my life die with no remorse. i hate this feeling. i hate being misunderstood. i hate everything why does this have to happen to me this is so fucking shitty what did i do to deserve this i swear i was the best girl i promise i kept my grade to 99 i slept early i was pretty i was nice i did everything i need to do to be happy. why did it all go down. why do i have to like girls? why do i have to like hurting myself. i hate watching all the people i know move on to someone else no one is ever excited to talk to me. i just wanted someone to be proud of me. you know i look back at my life and i think. how did i make it this far..?

TW: HARMING PEOPLE
          
          
          
          is it normal to want to strangle a child and toss them off a building or do i need to go to a mental home.